TRIGGER WARNING: death, thoughts of not living
I don't wanna die
I just want break from the things that life brings
just for a moment
just so I can catch up
I don't wanna die
I just want the world around me to stop
just so I can take a second to process everything that is happening around me
I don't wanna die
I just think "I hate it here" the moment wake up
and a least 10 other times throughout the day
I don't wanna die
I just question my existence and its worth anytime I see my reflection
I don't wanna die
I just want to see how everyone I know reacts
to the fact that I no longer walk their world
I swear don't wanna die
because I enjoy living
I just don't enjoy the unpredictable events that come with it
