MY TIME

My Time: 32

P.O.V: Von

"Asian let me talk to you real quick"

"okay"

we went downstairs, i wanted to talk to her in private.

"sit down" 

"whats wrong vonny"

"don't call me that gay ass shit"

"what baby"

"Why did you do that?"

"i was vulnerable and at the time i wanted what T and Fivio had, i didn't like that they had something I couldn't get but-"

"you foul as fuck for that"

"But now I have you and im not worried about them or him anymore"

"Asian, you just confessed to murdering what would have been your niece and nephew, she can't even have kids anymore cause of you"

"i know and but I didn't pull the trigger" she sounded like she was about to cry but I don't give a fuck

"THAT AIN'T GON MAKE IT BETTER ASIAN" I said raising my voice at her, she doesn't understand, "now what if she would have died that night?" i would have lost the love of my life because of envy and jealousy and greed from a person she called her sister

"look I apologized and she said she forgives me" she said, "i don't know what else you want me to do"

"T said she forgives you because it happened a long time ago and she can't go back in time to stop it from happening she has too or else she wouldn't have been able to move on with her life"

"she said she was fine"

"she never said it didn't hurt Misharron" I ain't never went so hard for a person, besides durk but T is someone different. I love her and if I knew what Asian had done before i would have killed her my own self  "we done asian"

"what?"

"you heard me"

"I knew you and Royal T were messing with each other"

why does everybody say that? i mean we did but yall ain't gotta know our business, "we didn't but what I heard out there and what you've been doing these last few years shows me what type of person you are and i can't trust you gang"

"wow, i- i mean you said you loved me, okay" she said gettin up and leaving. i ain't neva said no type of shit to her

when we got upstairs every one was sitting on the couch again. T looked up at me with bloodshot eyes, it took everything inside of me to not just grab her from fivio

"uh von and misha can yall come and sit down" fivio asked us

"I hope you know that you really broke her Misha" india said to asian

"I apolo-"

"yo shut the fuck up, apology or not she wouldn't have even THOUGHT about doing no grimey shit to you" polo yelled at her

"look T-"she cut asian off before she could apologize again, "look I really don't care anymore, I defended your name when you weren't around, I helped you through shit even though you ain't help me because thats what good friends do for each other but I can't even look at you. im done accepting your apologies, you did what made you happy at some point but at the expense of innocent lives and my emotions" 

"Tas-" fivio got cut off

"she did what she did, we felt how we felt, and it is what it is. Now what if I would have died with the twins misha?"