Rebound

! you can skip this part !

I just want to express my gratitude to my girls, IZ*ONE. No need to read this one.

You've been my hero, my light, and my inspiration to do better. To be a better person. My life was a mess that time, I was losing everything one by one. Confidence, happiness, friends, my  trust issues, a lot that I really don't want to recall.

I was having a tough year that time then I met you. I met those two who performed a special stage at MAMA 2018.

It was really nostalgic to remember these moments don't you think so? Memories that will stay onto our heart and soul. Memories that we will hold onto, forever.

I got fascinated with ot12 rumor that time then found out that you were also the ones who sang la vie en rose. I didn't know though (i just love the song but im too focused on twice that time so i told myself stop finding and looking for others 😭)... but I eventually got interested since I knew Chaeyeon back then.

My 2nd Chae who took my heart away (It was Son Chaeyoung that's first huhu mian mian but I love them equally please don't cancel me huhu). Lee Chaeyeon.

I already have my eyes on her since I watched sixteen (twice's survival show) then got sad after knowing Chaeyeon was the first one to get eliminated.

I did find for her and while I'm at the moment finding her.

I found her... at the right time. MAMA 2018.

After I saw her, I watched a lot of clips (I watched the whole pd48 for her) and saw how determined she was on fighting for her dream. For pursuing the thing she really want to do.

That was when I told myself. "This girl will definitely be my role model in my life"

She became my inspiration. She became my strength. She became my happiness.

I met the other 11 girls because of her. It was her, because of her, my life was full of colors and happiness.

I don't know what to do without them. I just loved how they are genuine about their feelings. How they love each other and how they loved every one of us, every wizones around the world.

Kwon Eunbi, Miyawaki Sakura, Kang Hyewon, Choi Yena, Lee Chaeyeon, Kim Chaewon, Kim Minju, Yabuki Nako, Honda Hitomi, Jo Yuri, Ahn Yujin, Jang Wonyoung. I won't forget.

I won't forget every memory, every moment that we have shared since day 1 up until the last. Thank you!

You were a beautiful poem that I have read every line and became a beautiful novel that changed our lives.

I love you, IZ*ONE.

A wizone since buenos aires era,
- yeogichaezxz ♡

✨ April 29, 2021 ✨

Ps. I will continue the story po! No need to worry hehe just give me some time to think and reflect about a lot of things since... I think my heart just detached itself from me hehe.

We need to keep the promise to our dearest, Lee Chaeyeon.

"I’ve been busy trying to fill my empty heart

and I’ve felt several things lately...

is there such a thing as a good farewell..

can it become a good farewell..

I think it’ll be difficult to live up to the

time we were together... but still, I promised

and we have to fulfill our promise...

and we have to be healthy

and keep walking down our road

I think this is an artist’s goal, so ai’ll work hard..

I want to be very careful with each word I say

but because it’s the last mail, please understand

my sea of emotions..."

credits to @kkuchaens on twitter for the translation.

We'll keep waiting for all of you. Wizones won't forget all of you. We will love you forever.