Kinabukasan ay nagising ako na may mabigat na pakiramdam, tahimik akong dumiretso sa banyo upang maligo at mag-ayos..
Bawat galaw ko sa loob ng bahay na ito ay may dalang alaala mula sa mga pinagsamahan naming dalawa ngunit nasisira ito tuwing naiisip ko na ginagawa niya na lang ang lahat ng iyon dahil obligasyon niya 'yon sa akin...
"I Kento Minami, take you Milana Villarino to be my wife, my partner in life, and my one true love. I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before. I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully and through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles, we may face together. I give you my hand, my heart, and my love, from this day forward for as long as we both shall live."
Agad ko ang tumkas na luha sa aking mga mata ng maalala ang vows niya sa akin.... "Lana, gising hindi totoo ang lahat," bulong ko sa aking sarili bago ngumiti at nagsimulang nagbihis.
"I guess this is enough, I know your supporting me and worried at the same time so this would be the last."
While putting on my clothes I can't help thinking of some memories that break me more...
"Edi kung cute ako, pano pa kaya ang magiging anak na'tin"
"He will be handsome because he will get my genes," "He?"
"Yes our first born will be a boy, I know that," confident niyang sambit, "Paano mo naman nasabi?" panghahamon ko sa kanya at tiningnan siyang mabuti.
"I just know," he said, "Hindi gusto ko babae," sambit ko.
"No, it's a boy" he said.
"No, girl!!" sambit ko.
"Boy," "Girl!" "Boy," he said, talagang pinaglalaban niya pa ah!!
"Girl nga!!!" sambit ko at tinignan siya ng masama, tumigil siya sa paglalakad at huminga ng malalim.
"Ok," he said, "Let's do it now, so you can get pregnant already, we'll see if it's a boy or girl!!!" he said and in just a snap he carried me home..."Kento!!!!!"
I chuckled while crying remembering that day, it was so true....
"If no one took care of you back then, now that I'm here I will be the one to stand for you."
I look so crazy right now, I'm smiling while crying so hard and as I stare at the mirror, I see him beside me smiling hugging me like we always do.
I cover my mouth and cry harder, turn my back on the mirror and stop this illusion, he's tired of me, he sees me as his duty and his lover.
Mabilis akong naglakad palabas ng closet at kinuha ang mga bag na iniimpake ko kagabi, lumabas ako ng kwarto at napatingin sa boong bahay...
"You gotta know how to treat me like a lady even when I'm acting crazy, Tell me everything's alright,"
"Dear future husband, here's a few things you'll need to know if you wanna be my one and only all my life. Dear future husband, If you wanna get that special lovin' tell me I'm beautiful each and every night, Woah---ay! Kento may loves nandyan kana pala!!!" gulat kong sambit ng makita siyang nakatayo sa gilid, habang hawak ang helmet sa kaliwang braso.
He nodded and smiled at me, "Tara dali!!!" I said and pulled him here in front of the TV, at kumanta muli.
"You gotta know how to treat me like a lady even when I'm acting crazy, Tell me everything's alright."
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Needs and Wants (Law of Attraction Series # 5)
Romance[WARNING R18] Once you stop looking for what you want, you'll start appreciating what you really need. Art takes time to understand what it really says. Kento Minami, the most unwavering business man that is immersed in what he really wants, this M...
