song lyrics i wrote

opposite.day.01

(written on 4/29/21 i might rewrite it)

i want to be myself

but the me i see

reminds me of you

i want my eyes to stop burning

want my head to stop turning

inside out

i wanna step back into reality

but i can't stop staring

is this even real?

i want it to be fake

but then i can't be annoyed

then i don't know a thing

then i'll never know

do i wanna know?

i remember this with feeling

i didn't feel

hey brain

could you please explain

how the frick you work

cause every day

is opposite day

are you even there?

hey lavender

are you still la-a-a-vender?

i think i change

but not in a good way

i just get worse every day

and the fact

i think that

is a bad thing

i wanna go back home

but right now

this is home

the thing forcibly living

in my brain

is where i spend

too much time

a world i didn't create

or maybe i did

where did you find this information?

was it hiding in the closet

or creepin though  the night

not so secretly

can't ask anyone

no one would know

cause every day

is opposite day

i wanna get outta here

but i can't find a way out

please let me out

i want my eyes to stop burning

want my head to stop turning

inside out