song lyrics i wrote

ainsley

(i wrote this on 4/21/21. i might rewrite it this is actually not the first version.)

my eyes won't open

why am i here with you?

i knew it wasn't

but i didn't call him

instead i stayed

with you

ainsley, oh ainsley

what are you doing here?

why did you come?

why didn't you run?

ainsley, did they lie?

ainsley, please don't open your eyes

my heart is gone

so let this last

one moment longer

ainsley, oh ainsley

i wish you were here

where did you go?

another day, another life

do you know?

ainsley, oh ainsley

why did you open your eyes?

ainsley, oh ainsley

i didn't know

but you showed me

why would something so precious

happen here with you?

do you know

why i didn't run?

i shut the door

and you appeared somehow

what does this all mean?

ainsley, oh ainsley

please, tell me

if you know