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Epilogue

Jungkook's P.O.V

"Hyungie why are we here? Why are we at a

Graveyard?"

"You said you wanted to meet Areum now meet your ex wife. Oh sorry not ex wife she never signed those papers. She died with your name still joined with her."

"Hyung it's not a time to joke around. Please---"

"Joke seriously Jeon Jungkook. You were the one who made my sister's life a joke."

"Hyung I am sorry.I know I was wrong. I am extremely sorry--"

"Your sorry won't give me my sister back. Your sorry won't give me Iseul's mother back. Your sorry won't give me your wife back"

" No it can't be. She is alive right. She is just angry with me. NO I didn't even get to see her. She didn't leave me. She is here."

I fell down near my wife's grave and buried my face in my hands while crying my Heart out. I can't even explain the pain I am feeling. I can't breathe properly. My heart hurts, my head hurts my body hurts. Please stop this. I am sorry come back.

"As much as I want to kill you I can't. I promised her that I won't harm you."

"Hyung why? Why she left me alone?"

"Weren't you already alone. You left her she didn't."

I hugged her grave and asked her to come back. I keep saying it  like a mantra.

"Before she left this world. She wrote this letter for you. She hoped that you might come back so she wrote this letter. She wrote a two page letter because she had a lot to say but couldn't."

Hyung gave me the letter. It was a piece of paper which had my wife's last words. I opened the letter and It was stained with tears. Her tears.

I read it.

Dear Gguk

Hi there love! How are you doing? I guess good.
Ofc you are going to get married now to the girl you love.
Ell.
You know I hated her because I always feared her snatching you from me.
I was really insecure when I saw her.
Perfect hour glass body
Long hairs, beautiful eyes and a perfect model face.
While me I was chubby after giving birth to Iseul.
But I love my body shape knowing that it's because I gave birth to our princess.
Please Jungkook don't marry her. She is not nice. I know her. Please take this as my last wish.
You know my life was never so amazing or wonderful.
From toddler to till now I always suffered.
No one liked me
My biological parents, school and class mates and now you. Everyone hates me.
I hope my daughter won't hate me.
It killed me even  you hated me or were cold to me.
With you I always felt secure.
I thought maybe you are the light that I was waiting to see in my dark life.
You broke me Jeon Jungkook.
You made me feel the urge to die.
But I was selfish I didn't want to leave yet.
Maybe God doesn't want me to be with you. Maybe He saw how much my existence bothered you.
You left me alone it's ok I am used to it.
I was always a second option it's ok I am used to it.
You hate me it's okay I am used to it.
I still wanted to be with you.
But you removed me from your life completely.
You snatched my pride from me.
Pride of being your wife and Iseul's mother.
Why love?
Do you hate me that much.
I really wanted to grow old with you and our baby.
But seems like fate has another plan.
I know you will blame yourself but don't love.
Maybe I was not worth enough to be your wife and Iseul's mother.
Maybe my existence was meaningless, worthless.
You hated me I forgive you.
You left me I forgive you.
You took my daughter from me I forgive you.
You accused me of a crime I didn't commit I still forgive you.
My love I still love you
Unconditionally and Endlessly like the Endless Universe.
How Ironic I love you the most who caused me the most pain.
My love you are my pride
My happiness
My world
My universe
You are mine.
But now because I am going I'll set you free from me from this guilt.
You can marry whoever you want.
Just treasure that girl.
Take care of our Daughter honey.
She is proof of our love.
Tell her everyday that her mother loves her and is always with her.
And I know you would be an Amazing father.
My love be happy always.