Chapter 19 - lies

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"suck it up, this is the reality"

That phrase kept wandering in my mind, its painful but its true. She's got a point.

I can't keep on telling myself that what that person said is not true.

Sassy number neighbor

Sassy number neighbor:
Good morning :)

Sassy number neighbor:
Can't wait to meet u

Lies... If we met what will he do? Humiliate me?

'Hey guys this is the girl who's been bothering me for so long. She actually thought i like her pft-- in your dreams.'

Just the thought of it hurts me. I'm overthinking things.

Its fine. He's just a random person. He's a nobody.

Sassy number neighbor

Me:
Are you Suna?

I asked him, i need to figure out things. I can't be crying for the whole day,

Sassy number neighbor

Sassy number neighbor:
Lol, u guess

Me:
...

Sassy number neighbor:
Oh ur serious.

Sassy number neighbor:
Well then, congrats, u figured it out :)

A tear streamed down my face, so its true. This is the reality. I should quit being a cry baby and move on.

But how???

How can i???

It started as a joke. I played with fire and got burnt. Its my karma for being annoying maybe.

Sassy number neighbor:

Sassy number neighbor:
Oh hey?? U alright?

Me:
Mhm

Sassy number neighbor:
I don't believe u i can feel it through the screen.

Incoming call from Sassy number neighbor

I sighed, cleared my throat and answered.

"hello?"

"hm?"

"are you alright?"

"i am." i kept my replies short.

"you sound unwell... Take care... Love you." lies...

I can't take it anymore,

I sobbed,

"hey are you alright?!" He panicked, such talent you possess. What a great actor.

"Suna i know the truth." i called him by his real name and emphasizing it.

"what truth?" he asked,

"please, will you just stop lying? I'm begging." my voice cracked, i continued to sob

"someone told me the truth that made me see the picture, i stopped being stupid." i added,

"what do you mean? Is this a prank?" he stated,

"Suna stop playing and just-- then i'm sorry for being a bother and for annoying you all this time. Goodbye."

"no wait--" i hanged up. I had enough of bullsht.

I need a break.

I need to take one.

My phone continuously ring and recieve messages but i don't care. 

I cried my self to sleep and just had a hard time thinking about everything.



*(A/n - i updated like 5 in a row and its 12am here (╥﹏╥) anyways thank u for a hundred reads omg lol, this is my first book btw

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*(A/n - i updated like 5 in a row and its 12am here (╥﹏╥) anyways thank u for a hundred reads omg lol, this is my first book btw. So sorry if the cringy factor is through the roof)

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