You and me -always find a way back to eachother

my fault

M Max.... I iam sorry.... please forrrggiiivvve me, D Daaaad, Daaaad....

Alec please wake up....

Dad....

Alexander wake up...

Alec listened a familiar voice telling him to wake up but he didn't know where it's coming, he wanted get away from this burden that keep haunting him but he listened voice agian 'Alexander please wake up' his eyes snap opened

"Alec calm down, take a deep breathe, take slow breath" said Magnus.

Alec did as Magnus said.

Magnus sleep disturbed when listened some voices, he went to check and saw Alec struggle to breath in sleep, withering....

He tried so many times to wake up Alec but still not responding, after some effort Alec finally opened his eyes and taking breathe slowly,

Magnus devastated by Alec state, he held tears in eyes.

Alec saw Magnus, who is guiding him to breath, he hugged Magnus tightly and started to cry...

"shhh shhh it's gonna be ok, you are gonna be ok, iam right here" said Magnus, slowly rubbing Alec's back up and down.

"m my fault, it's alll my fault, they came to pick me, it's because of me " said Alec.

Crying more and hiding his face in Magnus neck.

"shhh no, it's not Alexander, we never know that's gonna happen, don't blame yourself" said Magnus.

"No no nooo" said Alec and continued but Magnus cut him off and said "we will talk this morning, please sleep, you need it" said Magnus and tried to loose his grip but Alec winced and protested, tightened his grip around Magnus.

Magnus lay down with Alec in his arms and Alec immediately put his head more in Magnus neck but Magnus moved aside and put Alec head on his chest, comforting his back with one hand and hair with other and Alec relaxed to that.

After some minutes they both drift into sleep.

Alec slowly opened his eyes, adjusting to sunrays that coming from window. He realised he is laying on someone, got up quickly, pushing other person away from him.

"Really Alexander, you could wake me up like normal person do" said Magnus, get up rubbing his eyes and sitting near to headboard.

"What are you doing in my bed" asked Alec.
His face like he seen ghost.

"you don't remember,do you..." asked Magnus.

Alec thought some seconds then memories of last night came, tears coming from his eyes.

He never want anyone see him like that.

"Alec, did I said something wrong. Hey hey, you don't have to...." Alec cutoff Magnus words and said "you should go..."

"Alexander, I want to help..." again Alec cutoff Magnus words and said "please leave" "please, please just go, please" more tears falling from eyes.

Magnus don't want to argue or make Alec himself more miserable. He left Alec room quickly, may be he can talk some other time thought himself.