What if two people fall in love when they both know eachother since childhood. what if some drama or emotions add...if they mean to be one or fate doing this...?
It's Malec fanfic
word count around 1,06,000
"God where the hell are all people, no one responding to my message or calls" he shouted annoyingly looking at his phone. He tried to talk to his siblings but apparently they were all busy with other stuff and didn't respond to him.
Magnus entered the room with two coffee cups in his hands and one he placed on the nightstand. He went to sit on the sofa across the bed.
Alec couldn't speak anything to him after the morning fight but he also couldn't be like this "Magnus please talk to me, iam sorry".
Magnus put laptop on his lap and continued to do what he was doing before and didn't respond to Alec apologize.
Alec picked his coffee to drink and he couldn't drink while his mind keep buzzing and remembering all shit words from nightmare. He put that cup where it was before and laid there staring at clock which ticking and reminds it's five twenty in the evening.
"We are in my room at my house, LA…" he closed his eyes, he has to do this but how can he dare to rethink that awful nightmare again.
He sat up and looked at his boyfriend who is not paying any attention to his words "iam laying on my stomach and you are tightly holding my left hand behind my back and pushing me more on bed"
Magnus looked at his boyfriend and closed his laptop. "I I...iam crying...iam crying so hard and asking for forgiveness and you, you….." Alec can still watch that like it really happened, it still infront of his eyes.
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"Look at you Alec, so helpless and I'm tired, you can't get rid of fears, certainly you don't know how to act around me" Magnus said releasing Alec hand and stood up.
"iam t-trying, please, give me some more time" he asked.
"giving you time is a waste, I should have seen it before you are worthless. you don't know how to please your man. I found a girl, she is more worthy than you, good bye Alexander" he started to walk but Alec quickly kneeled behind him and wrapped his arms around Magnus legs and started to beg.
"Please please don't do this, don't leave me" he cried loudly "I will be alone if you left me. I do, I try to make everything better"
"you can't do that, leave my legs" Magnus asked try to walk but Alec doesn't leaving him "I try to be a better person, I do everything as you say, I love you, please please stay"
"Look at me Alec" he asked gripping Alec's hair.
Alec winced and looked up "I don't love you anymore, I love someone else who is with less baggage and makes me happy. look at my face, you can't see love for you anymore"
He released Alec's hair, who quickly fell back. he gripped Alec hand and took the ring "it's not for you anymore, this belongs to someone" and started to walk.
Alec was afraid and quickly held Magnus' legs again "Alec don't".
"please, please,don't do this...I act how you wa…" his words cut off when he heard a familiar voice at the door and he looked there "Alec".
"Max…!!!" he called confusingly.
He saw his little brother coming towards him and stood beside Magnus "is he hurting you brother, isn't he good guy"
"no, no...max. we were just playing, he is a good guy. what are you doing here" he asked, holding his tears in eyes and his arms still tightly wrapped around Magnus' legs and afraid to let go.
"Iam here take him, you love him so me also" max smiled looking up at Magnus who also smiling looking down at little boy.
"wh-wh-what... y-you can't d-do that" he shuttered tightening his grip more.
"I don't need your permission, I don't have friends to play, it's all your fault. Iam taking him" Max said offering his tiny hand to Magnus who quickly accepted with a smile.
"no, no you c-cant do that, iam sorry max for what happened. Please leave him, please….if you want to take me, please" he begged his little brother.
"no dad says, mom needs you" Max said and tried to push his brother away from Magnus.
"D-dad!! Dad…." Alec shouted.
"you clearly disappointed me son" he listened from the other side of the room and saw his father coming from dark shadows.
"Dad, please tell him to leave Magnus, for me... please" he asked looking at his father.
"for you Alec!! your mom raised you well, she supported you and stood up yourside, she accepted you who you are. and yet here you are, disappointing your parents, can't live on your own or don't know how to make your husband happy" his father shouted holding anger in his voice.
"hus-husband!!" Alec mumbled, he didn't know how the hell this all happened to him and he can't let go of Magnus.
"yes husband who you don't please...and made me feel like shit everyday for almost like five years with all your drama. Iam tired of you Alec, let me go" Magnus asked.
"no, no don't say that, we have to figure this out, I know you love me" Alec said looking up at his husband.
"leave him Alec" Max shouted moving forward.
"Max!" his father stopped and started to say "this all your fault Alec. he wants to leave because he loves another one, you gave him no chance, you should have taken care of him"
"and there is always someone you love who leaves this world because of you, and it's time for Magnus" his father started to walk and Max followed him holding Magnus hand in his.
"no, no...no you can't go" he begged hugging Magnus's legs.
"I have to Alexander. it's fate, I leave you because you love me or you don't make me happy. either way I ended up going with them to another world" Magnus smiled removing Alec's hands around his legs and walked away into darkness.
"MAGNUS….ple please…I d-do... whatever you say….i...don't leave me….I try….." he hugged his knees laying on the cold floor and started to say everything one more time and desperately wanted his husband back.
~~~~~ Magnus quickly stood putting his laptop down and walked towards his boyfriend. Alec opened his arms for Magnus and wrapped it around "I...iam scared...I don't know what it means, please stop it.I don't want to end up like that. I don't want it to happen that" he's sniffing and crying so loud and hiding his face on Magnus' neck. "please make it stop, please... it keeps buzzing in my mind, every word... please don't leave me" "and sorry I became a curse to you, I never let anything happen to you. don't leave me,I will act how you wanted".
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----------------- Author note: grief makes you think insane and painful what you say....
