BEYONCÉ POV
It's been two weeks and Megan and I haven't held conversation I try and try she doesn't want to talk to me but she still kisses me and hugs me but she doesn't want to talk and tell me what's wrong with her today was the first day she's talked to me sense the other day
"I keep telling you it's nothing wrong I just don't want to talk"she moved away from me
"Why are you being mean to me"I asked her she ignored me I got up from the couch and went to the room and locked the door I went on the bed to cry why isn't she acting like my girlfriend what did I do to her "Megan I'm sick of crying so can you talk to me"I went back out to the living room she looked over at me
"What are you crying for I told you it's nothing wrong now leave me alone"she's talking to me like she angry or mad at me
"You don't want to be with me anymore"I asked her putting my hands on the couch
"Yes I want to be with you"she said then looked back at the tv
"Then why are you treating me like a side chick"she continued to ignore me "okay since you don't care"I walked to the spare room we had and went in the closet to get two suitcases and packed a lot of my clothes then I went to get my things out the bathroom just to be petty I'm messing up her closet fuck her color coronation"why don't you care that your hurting my feelings"I went back to try to see if she would really talk to me but she didn't "bye Megan"I said before I walked out the door she looked over at me and stood up
"What are you leaving for"I opened the door and looked back her then walked out if she doesn't want to try why should I
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I went to the studio and cried as wrote a song maybe she will listen to it to hear how bad she's hurting my feelings and what she doing to are relationship
"You ready bey"I gave him a thumbs up I closed my eyes
I told you how you hurt me baby
But you don't care
Now I'm crying and deserted baby
But you don't care
Ain't nobody tell me this is love
When you're immune to all my pain
I need you to tell me this is love
You don't care, well, that's OK
Well, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care, la, la, la... baby, la la, la...
Oh, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care, la, la, la... baby, la, la, la... ohhh
Ever since you knew your power
You made me cry
And now every time our love goes sour
You won't sympathize
You see these tears falling down to my ears
I swear you like when I'm in pain
I try to tell you all my fears
You still don't care, that's OK
Well, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care, la, la, la... baby, la la, la...
Oh, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care, la, la, la... baby, la, la, la... ohhh
Boy maybe if you cared enough
I wouldn't have to care so much
What happened to our trust?
Now you're just givin' up
You used to be so in love
Now you don't care no more
Ooooooooh...
Well, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care, la, la, la... baby, la la, la...
Oh, I care
I know you don't care too much
But I still care, la, la, la... baby, la, la, la...
I still care (La, la, la...)
I still care (La, la, la...)
I still care (La, la, la...)
( for the people that don't know)
I gave him a thumbs up and wiped my face I came out the booth to hear hear it
"I can finish it tonight and send it to you"he told me I shook my head and got all my things and left I sat in my car cried outside my mommas house then I fixed my self up and got my bags and went inside
"Hey mama"cam said walking down the stairs "granny sleep so I'm going to get some juice"she came down to more stairs and hugged me
"Hi baby you know you can't have juice before you go to bed"she hugged my legs I picked her up
"Are you sad mama"she asked me touching my face
"Yes but mama will be okay"I told her she kissed my cheek we went to the kitchen and I sat her on the corner and got her a cookie she told me about her friends and how they think she's famous which is true in some ways but she doesn't think so as we talked we heard a knock on the door I picked her up then looked out the peep hole I rolled my eyes
"Hey"Megan said after I booed the door
"Hi mommy"cam giggled for some reason
"Can I come in"I stepped to the side and she came in then I closed the door she tried to kiss cam but I moved back she rolled her eyes and sat on the couch and me and cam went upstairs
MEGANS POV
I thought Beyoncé would come back down stairs so we could talk but I guess not so I went up stairs to her room to see if she was awake she must've put cam in her moms room cause she wasn't in the bed so I got in it with her
"Your okay it's just me"I whispered in her ear I grabbed her hands "you know I would never hurt you intentionally because I love you but I'm just jealous knowing that I have to share you with the world now and seeing all of these people talk about what they would do to you it makes me kinda angry and instead of me talking to you I pushed my anger on you and I didn't want to do that but that's how I handled it and I'm very sorry that and for making you cry for two weeks"We both stared out the window as I talked
"They don't matter cause you're the only person I want and need in my life so it doesn't matter and you have to make it up to me before I forgive you and I'm not talking about sex"I kissed her cheek
"Okay I can do that and I promise to talk to you and not shut down"I told her before she turned to me
"I trust you"I rubbed her back "do you want to kiss"she asked me I laughed before I shook my head yes she pecked my lips I grabbed her chin cause I hate that so much I tried to deepen the kiss but she tucked her lips
"Stop playing Beyoncé"she laughed
"No"she tucked her lips back in her mouth so I decided to start kissing her neck and play with her pussy outside of her shorts
"I can play too"I said against her skin
"Stop Megan I will give you your kiss"I moved a little and she kissed me we kiss for a while and she was touching me but she swear she don't want to have sex "we're still not having sex sweetie"she pecked my lips one more time at least she's not crying anymore
"I love you yogi bear"I kissed her one more time
"I love you to meggy"she turned over towards the window and she went to sleep
So I think I'm making to many megyonce books so I think I'm going to do one more then stop but I hope y'all start making them cause I love these two women a lot bye besties and baes 😘
