beyonce pov
i woke up with a headache lifting up i seen the empty bottle of wine it's been a month now and i'm trying to hold it together but it gets harder and harder i miss my family and i miss what i had but i know i can fix this but how is what i wonder megan won't even sit in the same room with me unless it's far away she doesn't look at me touch me i haven't heard her laugh in so long let alone her voice i looked around my bed for my phone and i finally found it
wifey- i think it time for us to talk
i jumped out the bed and ran to the bathroom then ran back to get my phone and respond
bey- okay do you want me to come over
i ran the shower and grabbed all the things in needed to shower i brushed my teeth did my hair megan loves when i wear curls so i curled it i didn't know what to wear so i waited for her to respond i cleaned the room and put clothes in the washer cleaned the kitchen and living room the kids rooms
wifey- no i'm on my way to you
i smiled while putting the clothes in the dryer
karma- flowers in from your garden
beyonce (love spell)- omg thank you
i ran to the garden and cut a dozen roses i'm so thankful for sophia the roses look great i put on this black shirt and some biker shorts i'm trying to give off a peaceful look even though i'm going bat shit crazy i heard the door bell rang i looked at myself then remembered to put this perfum megan loves i wore it on cams birthday when i punch that girl fun times
i went to the door inhaled exhaled then opened the door she looked really good she wore her beautiful smile all i could do was stare at her
"bey"she snapped in my face making return to reality
"i'm sorry"i gave a awkward giggle and let her in she looked around
"i miss it here"she said as i closed the door
"i miss you being here too"i said me and megan shared alot of things in this house "we shared a lot of things in this house"i told her standing behind her "i got you these for you" handing her the flowers "it would've been bigger but it was late notice" we finally moved towards the living room
"thank you"she smiled and smelled them as we sat on the couch " i wanted to talk to you about the-"i cut her off
"or we could talk about all the reasons we should stay together actually i made a power point on-"she cut me off
"wait...you made a power point"i nodded she laughed i smiled even though i know she going to make fun of me
"your a nerd"she laugh a little harder i rolled my eyes "i knew coming here would make the decision hard on me"things got quiet
"that's the problem you always want to leave after a little mess up"that didn't come out the way i wanted it to
"but you know what i've been through how many people just walked out my life how am i suppose to know you won't walk out and leave i mean that is why where here isn't it" she right
"your right and i didn't think about like that but i'm here trying to fix it just let me show you the power point i promise i'm trying to make everything better if you just let me"i finally looked her in her eyes and then a few second later she looked away it's starting to work a little "i promise baby i'm going to show you that i'm here for you"i got closer and grabbed her hands "i'm here for our family i'll do anything"she looked me in my eyes again "i know it a lot to ask but please trust me"
megan pov
I knew coming here would do this to me she just knows what to say what to do and i hate it i mean i love it but it makes it hard to stay upset i want to be mad at her but it never works
"i don't know if i can"i told her removing my hands from hers "you made me feel like no matter who you are or what i mean to them they're going to leave you remember when i told you you were going to leave and you didn't talk to me for a week"i shook my head
"so you want the divorce"her leg started to tap which mean she was going to cry "i'll give it to you i'm sorry i didn't think it would come to this"she looked down "well i won't i'm sorry for lying"i giggled and rolled my eyes as i shook my head
"i don't want to divorce you bey"she looked back up at me
" you don't"she asked me i shook my head no
"but that doesn't mean were back on the best of terms you have to show me why you deserve another chance"i told her she smiled
"okay you won't regret it"it got silent
"okay well i'll see monday for pops football meeting"i got up
"i mean don't you want to stay long i still haven't showed the power point"she stood in front of me
"yea just email it to me or something"i tried to slide next to her but she step in front of me "stop"i said when she did it again
"i want you to come home"she said i took a step back "even if you sleep in one of the quest rooms just please think about it and think about the kids"she step in foward
"maybe"is all i said finally leaving out the living room
"okay i love you always will and i fulled the pantry up with all your favorite snack for when you come home"she said as i walked out the door
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i sat in my bed on my ipad watching this show on hulu called only murders in the building i just started it then i heard the door bell ring so i paused my show and went to the door and opened the door
"hey wifey"bey said letting herself in "i was lonely and thought i have a whole family i could be spending time and i brought"she pulled kettle chips from behind her back
"the kids are up stairs"i took the chips and went back to my room starting my show again not even ten minutes in some one knocked on my door i rolled my eyes
"hey"bey said letting herself in
"no"i shook my head as she walked to my bed side
"just an hour please i miss you"she poked her lip out "i miss you so much meggy"she got inthe bed anyway "what are you watching"she grabbed my tablet "since when have you started watching true crime stories with out me"i rolled my eyes
"since we've separated"I took my ipad from her
"so we can watch this together"she asked "say yes or i'm going to wake the kids up"she so childish
"i guess so"she smiled and got in my personal space
"put it on the tv"she said handing me the remote she laid on my shlouder and rapped herself around my arm i hate what bey did but it feels good to be talking to her again
"maybe you could stay here tonight"i said she smiled
"okay"we went back to watching tv "can i have a kiss"i side eyed her "my bad i just thought"she put her hands up meaning she didn't mean any harm then i kissed her cheek "i'll take that"i smiled let's hope that's all that happends tonight
hey yall hopefully yall like this update i was supposed to pulish last night but yall i forgot i don't have no phone so i'm bored all the time so please request something or text me i need friends anyway how's school if anyone started i start on 30th and i'm nervous hopefully this school year is good to me lol byeeee
