"Cam has been having little moods I don't think she gets anything for Christmas"Bey watching her rap gifts
"But that's going to make her act out more seeing them opening things and she's not"I said I get it cam has been acting out and rewarding bad behavior isn't good but I know that it cause worse thing to happen
"So what do you want to do she doesn't want to talk or listen anymore so i don't know what to do"she stop and looked at me
"It has to be a reason she won't just start acting out that way"I heard a knock on the door "who is it"I asked bey put the gift underneath the pillow
"It's me"Layla said I went to open the door "mommy cam keeps saying she hates me and Lamont and hurting are feelings"Lamont came right behind her
"And we didn't do nothing we just was playing in the um room"he said "and she keep saying hunter not are brother only hers cause we didn't come from you"Bey gave that see what I'm talking about look that I hate so much
"Layla go get her Lamont what's the room your talking about"he gave a guilty look "y'all were outside"I asked him he quickly looked down
"Your not in trouble but stop going outside when it's dark I told y'all to stop that"he nodded as Layla and cam walked in
"Cam come sit"Bey said "Layla and Lamont go brush your teeth and you can't watch tv for going outside after we told you guys to stop that"the walked out with their sad faces on
"What's up with you"I asked cam she put her fingers in her mouth
"I know you can talk"Bey said she the more impatient one I looked back at her calm down I mouthed to her
"Nothing"she said I could tell she was thinking
"So why are you telling Layla and Lamont you hate them and hunter isn't their brother"she shrugged her shoulders
"What did I tell you about that"cam looked at me
"I'm supposed to speak when I'm spoken to"she quickly looked away keeping her fingers in her mouth
"So speak"I told her
"I didn't say that they lying"she lied she's been being mean to them for a while Sophia even said it
"Camren love"she looked back at Bey then at me
"Mommy loves them more then me and I was here first"she started to cry "Layla always gets to sleep with mommy and I don't mommy sings to her and takes to the radio place with her and not me she doesn't love me anymore"I hugged her then Bey came from the top of the bed
"I love you all equally baby and I take Layla to dance not to the studio with me you know I would never do that and you know you can lay with me anytime you want and I'll sing for you anytime you want but you can't get mad or jealous about that when you don't speak up"I tell this broke Bey into a million of pieces especially how much she loves cam "I love you babygirl can I have a hug"cam got into Beyoncés arms and held her tight
"I'm sorry mommy"cam said I let them have a moment while I check on all the other kids they were all in bed no tv were on or anything I went back to are room and neither one was in the room or the bathroom she probably took cam to her room I'll just wait for her to come back
Beyoncé pov
Cam finally went to sleep so I carefully got up and went to me and Megan's room she was still up surprisingly
"Come here"she had her arms opened and I quickly got into them "you can't control how she feels okay this isn't your fault"she said I refuse to believe that
"But I was so focused on Layla getting better that I didn't pay any attention to cam"I couldn't hold my tears back anymore
"She doesn't understand what Layla goes through baby you did nothing wrong I get it cam's feeling we're hurt seeing you love someone the way you love her but she has to learn to share she isn't the only child anymore mama"she rubbed my back she's right but hearing her say that just really broke my heart
"But she thinks I'm not a good mom and I'm trying"she wipe my face
"She didn't say that Bey I'm sure she doesn't feel that way either cam isn't use to it yet she got three siblings in less than a year it's going to take sometime to adjust"I get it but words like that cut deep even if she didn't mean them they hurt especially when you just hoped out that postpartum stage "look at me"I look her in her eyes "You are not wrong okay your a wonderful mom the best literally top tier you got this the best moms always are the ones that want to be the best okay"I shook my head then she gave me a kiss on my forehead cheek then my lips "I love you"she looked me in my eyes and said
"I love you too"she pecked my lips few times
"Now let's watch princess and the frog the thousandth time"I giggled and kissed her I've always loved how Megan can just calm me knowing how I over think and everything she's the person I've been asking for my person
~•~ Christmas Day
We finally got done opening presents at are house and went to my mothers house to open are others gifts and eat have family time
"I love how you guys are just matching it's cute"Solange said
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"Solange everyone is matching"I told her she did her drunk laugh
"Oh yea"and took another sip of her jungle juice
"Okay everyone we have one more gift for my wife"Megan and all are kids were in front of everyone in the living
"I hope you love it mommy"Lamont said then Megan pressed play it was Megan was interviewing them
"Why do you love mommy"Megan asked them
"I love mommy because she plays with me"Lamont said then it was a video of us playing with his swords
"I love mommy cause she lets me be her backup dancer"Layla said then it was a video of us practicing one of my performances
"Da da"is what hunter said then it was a video of me with him on my shoulders as he laughed
"I love mommy because she is the best mommy she is my best friend and my everything even my wife"cam said then laughed it was the first ever video me and cam took well Megan took of us are hair was crazy and Megan wouldn't do it then it was us at the aquarium and we took pictures with the whale I'm literally in tears at this point
"Why do you love mommy"they asked Megan
"I love Mommy because she's the only person that loved me when I didn't love myself and made me feel safe in a world that I didn't want to be in and also because she lets me eat he-"the video cut off then off and I started to laugh cause I know what she was going to say wiping my tears I got up from the couch and walked over to them
"I love you all too"I hugged all my babies then Megan my biggest baby then kissed her a few times "meet me upstairs"I whispered to her and she smiled
"Merry Christmas everyone"she said loudly then are family began to cheer
I was in a rush at the end I was supposed to post this yesterday but it slipped my mind I hope everyone got everything they wanted for Christmas and had a loving day bye now 😘
