beyoncé pov
i haven't seen megan or the kids since the trip i've called megan i've called her shop i went to her shop her friends aren't tell me anything i feel so lost and exhausted i never thought this would happen i went to LA to just take a break i needed a break i didn't mean anything by it
solange- Megan let me get the kids i'll text you when i'm on the way
i smiled at my phone i know my babies will cheer me up and give me hope even though i've done something messed up i promise to never let them down ever again i went to the store and bought them a few things that they love i went home and set up everything it was like a welcome home / i'm sorry type of thing
solange - we're here
i practically ran to the door i couldn't wait to see my babies when i opened the door and they ran to me and hugged me all you heard was giggles and laughter i was filled with excitement
"i've missed you all"i kissed the big three waiting for solange to bring hunter we all got settled and we were talking they told me somethings
"mama i don't like you and mommy not living together"cam said looking at her ice cream
"right and mommy said we have to talk to you about it"lamont said before taking a big lick of his ice cream
"well remember when i went to LA for my business trip"i asked as i fed hunter his ice cream and they nodded "well i needed a break and mommy was having a hard time with you guys and i wasn't here for her or you guys"they just looked at me
"but mommy never gets a break from us"Layla said
"yea we see mommy more then we see you"Lamont said one thing my kids don't do is hold their tongues
"i understand why mommy is mad she never left us because she needed break"Layla added
"i know and i'm sorry for this i was just thinking of myself and that isn't something you should do in a relationship or a parent but mama promises to never ever miss anything not a dance recital not a soccer game or a track meet basketball game cheer competition and whatever little man's into"i looked at all them letting them know i was serious
"i forgive you mama"Lamont said and came and hugged me so did Layla but cam was stuck her legs wiggled and she played with her ice cream
"i don't"cam walked out of the kitchen me and cam i would say are the closest Lamont and Layla would say she's my favorite but i don't have one
"Camren Love"i said loudly a few moments later she came back head low and her fingers in her mouth she's not the most sensitive but she's just like megan you know when somethings bothering her
"yes mama"she said standing in the kitchen door way
"come here baby"i still was feeding hunter she walked over to me
"i need you to talk to me okay i know your mad i know you feel this way but you have to talk to me so we can be in a good place ok"i've always let them tell me how they feel even if it hurts my feeling i want them to be able to let things go instead of trying to holding on "so why don't you forgive me"she crossed her arms
"because mommy is sad she don't even want to play dance with me or play with any of us she just cook for us and tell us to be quite i think she's not okay"cam said i could see the worry on her face "mommy is never like this i don't think you should say sorry to us just to her cause she needed you like you said and you told me to always be there when someone you love needs you"solange came back into the kitchen
"man if megan didn't spit you out"solange said i was surprised to i never heard cam say anything so unique with out someone helping her
"your right and i'm going to make it up to mommy and we're all going to be together and be the happiest family on earth"i rubbed her head and pulled her closer "i'm proud of you"i kissed her cheek and few times and she smiled we talked some more watched a movie then solange left so i got everyone washed up and in their pjs
wifey-how are the kids
beyoncé- i'm getting everyone in bed
wifey- okay tell them i love them and goodnight
beyoncé- will do
megan haven't spoken to me since we came back and it bothers me she talk to solange and my mom and they tell me everything and she blocked me off all her socials megan hasn't stayed mad at me but if i was her how would i feel
megan pov
three days later
i sipped my red wine as i waited for the kids to come back i've been staying at my dads old house hearing the ring of the door bell i shot to the door and quickly opened it
"hey babies"i said to them but they all look tired
"they were at a trampoline park all day so their tired"beyoncé told me i gave a little grin as they stepped in the house
"bye mama"Layla said holding cam who was sleep
"bye mama love you"Lamont said rubbing his eye i reached my hands out to let her know i would take hunter but she walked in
"i can put them to bed-"i cut her off
"i got it"i said taking hunter from her
"i was wondering if we could talk"she asked i mugged her
"what do we need to talk about"i asked
"those papers"she said
"did you sign them"i asked she looked shocked
"no and i'm not going to"she told me i rolled my eyes "stop acting like you want this stop acting like you don't care"she said getting a little loud i rubbed hunters back and made sure the other kids were not close
"stop raising your voice"i told her "and i'm done with this and with us you don't get to decide when you want to be a wife or a mother you left me when you knew i wasn't doing good for myself you made me question myself"i was extremely hurt finding out the truth because i would've never did anything like that to bey no matter what
"and i'm sorry i hate myself for it but i'll fix it i told my label i was going to take a big break so i can become the wife and mother i want to be megan i know your hurt but i'm willing to fix it if you let me i know nothing i say will fix this but i'll show everything you want to see"i try not to use regret alot but i hate how in love with her i am the way she just say a few words and im willing to forgive her but i'm truly hurt i don't think i can forgive this
"i don't know"is all i said "i'll text you friday for the kids"i said i opened the door back up and waited for her to leave out
"okay i love you baby"she walked out and i closed the door i took hunter to his room taking off his shoes and clothes then laying him in his bed i sat up thinking about me and beyoncé yea i miss her but how could she do that i feel like if i forgive her i'm showing her she can do anything to me and i refuse i'm done!
seems like this is the end of meg and bey how do yall feel lol
