For you, Anything || Kim Seungmin FF

CHAPTER 14

his wife screamed. I turned around and pass the pistol to Minho

Me: finish her off for me will you?
Minho: yes ma'am

I walk to Seungmin and held him up

Me: Seungmin? Let's go

I took the child from Felix

Me: hey handsome boy... Let's go to your new home shall we?

Seungmin and I walked back to the car. The driver took us home. I played with the little boy when Seungmin talked to me.

Seungmin: thanks.. For just now
Me: it's nothing... I wouldn't have done it if Jimin didn't open his mouth
Seungmin: I think it was brave of you to do that... I respect you for that
Me: thank you

Seungmin plays with the kid

Seungmin: are you planning on looking after him?
Me: yeah
Seungmin: do you have experience in taking care of a child?
Me: I've looked after my friend since he was born
Seungmin: whatever you say

Jiwoo fell asleep on my lap. When we reached home, I carried him and brought him to my room. Seungmin was following me to help me

Seungmin: you should come sleep in my room. I'll get Chan to get the baby stuff
Me: why should I stay in your room when I have a perfectly fine one?
Seungmin: you don't expect to be taking care of the kid alone now do you?
Me: I'll be fine
Seungmin: it isn't as easy as it looks... Look, I'll just stay on the couch alright? I won't go near you
Me: ....

that night, Seungmin said he wanted some time alone with me. I had to get all the boys to look after Jiwoo

Me: are you sure you can do it?
Chan: we're sure, you just go enjoy yourselves alright?
Me: but-
Felix: aish just go

I finally let go of the child and got changed into a white dress. Then I went to meet Seungmin at the location he told me to meet him at. I went to the garden where I met Seungmin in his tux

Seungmin: you look stunning in white.. You should wear it more often
Me: you think?

Seungmin extended his hand

Seungmin: may I?

I accepted it. He brought me to this hidden part of the garden. There were white roses everywhere

Seungmin: aren't they just gorgeous? My mum and I planted them..
Me: they're gorgeous
Seungmin: .... you really still think I didn't know you even before this?
Me: No one knew me...
Seungmin: I did... I'm not lying...
Me: how...
Seungmin: like I said... You were always there at the meadows when I looked out the window..
Me: .....
Seungmin: there's something I need you to know.... A back story of mine..
Me: why'd you wanna tell me?
Seungmin: because about 2 - 3 people out there know bout this and they love threatening me by reminding me bout it.. I never get used to it because it's something I can never accept
Me: so this is your weakness?
Seungmin: I guess?
Me: then how do you normally deal with it
Seungmin: I don't... I just freeze up... All my emotions taking over
Me: who are they? Those people who know?
Seungmin: Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook..
Me: are you serious? Jeon Jungkook? The most violent mafia in the South? And Jeong Hoseok? The one most well know for playing with his words? You've got to be kidding me... How'd you even get close with them?
Seungmin: we used to go on play dates when our parents had meetings but at one point of time, our parents had an argument and they never solved it till now.. We aren't on good terms because of that... I'm telling you this because we'll probably meet them at the Congress this year
Me: okay then
Seungmin: so back to what we were supposed to be talking about, when I was young, my family was like those in the stories, my parents loved me and I loved them. Then one day, when I was about 8? My dad got a mistress.. And since then, he started mistreating my mum and I. He'd abuse the both of us so badly. That's why I like to think that girls need to be treated with care.. Then when I was 11, my dad was abusing my mum in their room when I overheard her shouting and screaming. I tried to stop him but he wouldn't agree so I.. I.. I unconsciously killed him.. After that, my mum never looked at me the same way anymore.. After a few days, she disappeared.. The Kim clan is actually my mum's, my dad is also Kim but he was a commoner. My dad abused my mum so that she would kill herself then he would get her position... When my mum disappeared, my grandparents came back and said they're gonna look after the place until I grow big enough to take over. The thing that makes me tense up is... My mother. She's coming back one day. I know it. She wouldn't just abandon me like that.