(Kenji x female reader) camp Cretaceous- your here

part 3-discovery

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You make your way out to the living room and sit on the couch next to yaz and Kenji.
Darius hands you a plate of food and you slowley take a bite so that you don't draw Any attention to yourself.
"So y/n tell us about yourself" Sammy states
You choke on your food a little
"Uh my name's y/n and i-i like to *your favorite hobbies* for fun a-and s-so yah"
You manage to say, Kenji streches and puts his arm around your shoulder, you go bright red and attempt to cover your face with your hood
"Are you even gonna eat that" says Kenji.
Everyone looks at you
"O-oh y-yah" you say as you force another bite into your mouth, it was really good but Brooklyn say you were fat so it was hard to eat.
You finished your plate and then had an idea, you would be able to feel the sensation of eating while not gaining the weight,
"I- I'm gonna go to the bathroom" you said getting up.
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When you get to the bathroom you kneel in front of the toilet and force two fingers down your throat, your gag reflex triggers and you throw up...
*Knock knock knock*
"Sh*t" you mumble
"Are you ok in there I heard gagging?" Said yaz
"Y-yep totally fine nothing to worry about" you said as joyfully as you could
"Ok well we're all gonna play hide and seek inside the camp building when your done so hurry up" she says jokingly
"O-ok" you say
Once your done you flush and wash your hands and wipe your mouth
You head out to the main area
Suddenly all eyes fall on her
"W-what" you say as fear trembles through your body
"What's that on your sleeves" says Darius
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You look down and see blood bleeding through from your cuts
*F*CK* you thought inside your head
"O-oh it's uh p-pen ink m-my p-pen exploded" you say while hiding your arms
"Ok if your sure ig" Sammy says "now let's play!" She says
*After hide and seek*
You lay in your bed thinking about everything that happened today, tears rolled down your cheek as you slowley drifted to sleep
*The next day*
You woke up and did your hair like this:

Then you went to your closet and put on this:

You went out to the main area and saw Dave and Roxy with all the campers "ahh there she is" said Roxy "today we will be giving you a tour of the island in the truck!" She says, Ben groans.

As you all get in the back Kenji sits next to you and puts his arm around your shoulders
Your cheeks turn red as you turn your head away from him. Brooklyn then sits on kenji's other side, you silently scowel under your breath "so Kenji how ya doin" says Brooklyn while scooching closer to him
He takes his arm off you and puts his hands in His pockets
You hear them babble on and you wonder why you get so Jelous when other girls are around Kenji *could I have a crush on him?* you think to yourself.. *maybe I do* your face heats up
"Y/n???"
"Huh" you say startled
"I've been calling your name for like a whole minute" says Darius
"I was wondering about why your face went red all of a sudden" he said
"Oh it's just h-hot out here" you say turning away
"You could take off your jacket?" Said Sammy. Your eyes suddenly went wide "n-no no I'm fine it's fine I'm n-not hot a-anymore"
"Then why is your face still red do you have a fever?" Kenji asks as he reaches to feel your forehead. You quickly slap his hand away "n-no I don't it's fi-" suddenly you hit a bump and you and Kenji fall of your seats onto the floor of the car
"Urggh" you groan rubbing your head
You realize that you landed on somthing that wasnt the floor, you looked down and realized you were straddling Kenji on the ground, you must have fallen on top of him
He partially sat up and rubbed his head
"You ok y/n? Did you fall to hard?" He said looking at you "i-im fine" you stuttered out
He then lifted you by your waist and sat you back down in your seat "put your seatbelt on now so you don't get hurt" he said as he sat down next to you
*After the tour*
Once you got back to the camp you were walking and suddenly tripped onto Kenji again and fell right on top of him, accidentally straddling him again,
Then you felt somthing go stiff beneath you
You realize what it was and quickly got off
"Ouch what is with you and falling on me today little lady" he said getting up and holding a hand out for you to take
You reluctantly took his hand ad he helped you up and you went inside
*Time skip to a few days later*
You woke up and put on this and went out:

You see everyone sitting on the couch
"What's up" you say
"Dave and Roxy left to go somewhere and we're here alone and not aloud to leave the camp" said Darius in an annoyed tone
"Oh ok" you say down on the couch next to kenji. His hand went on your shoulders then down your back, you became red in the face
His hand reached your but and you became redder than a tomato you sat up and went to get some water
You sat back down and yaz set some pancakes in front of you
"No thanks I'm not hungr-"
"Eat it." She said sternly.
After you ate you went to the bathroom and threw up, but little did you know that someone was onto you
Kenji POV: right after y/n ate she went straight to the bathroom, she's done that after every meal and trys to avoid all the meals, somthing fishy is going on
I quietly stand outside the bathroom door and listen, I know that sounds creepy but I need to make sure she's ok
I hear gagging and throwing up, oh no. I knock on the door "Y/N AYO WHAT ARE YOU DOING". I say "um nothing I'm fine go away"
She says. I hear her flush the toilet and she comes out of the door so I grab her but her arm and pull her into a separate room
Y/N POV:
Kenji grabs your  arm "ouch" you say under your  breath and flinch a little, he notices and let's go. He closes the door behind you and looks at you
"Y/n why do you throw up after every meal? What is going on?" He says looking you dead in the eyes "uh-i can't tell you" you say as tears threaten to spill from your eyes.
"Y/n I think I know what's going on" he says looking at you concerned
The tears roll down your cheek and he hugs you tightly as you cry.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" He says
You shake your head no as you think of how mean Brooklyn would be to you if you told him. He sighed "ok, I'm always here if you need to talk, let's go back out to the others" he picks you up so your arms are around his neck and your legs around his torso and carries you to the others.
He sits down on the couch and you burry your head in his shoulder
Everyone looks at you guys "is she ok?" Darius says confused. Kenji pats your head and says "no worries she's fine"
*Time skip half an hour*
Your still sitting on Kenji but not crying anymore. Brooklyn looks red with anger. She walks up and pushes you off him "omg woops I'm so sorry y/n I tripped!" She said faking being worried "i-its ok" you say getting up
Once you sit back on the couch Kenji gets up and goes to the kitchen, he comes back with an apple. He places it in front of you and whispers "bite the damn apple and I'm making sure you don't throw it up" he says into your ear. You reluctantly take the apple and then put it back on the table. Kenji takes the apple bites it and then gives it back to you "that's how you do it now eat please" you bite the apple and Finnish it. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom brb" you say getting up. As soon as you stand up Kenji pulls you back down by the back of your shirt collar "nope I don't think so" he says
After a while he starts talking in depth with Brooklyn and let's go of you, you take this opportunity to sneak to the bathroom.
You lock the door behind you and shove 2 fingers down your throat
*After*
You walk out and wipe your mouth with your sleeve because water was on your face from washing it off
Kenji looks up from talking to Brooklyn and realizes you wiping your mouth and the fact that he let go of you
"God dammit" he mumbles loud enough for you to hear. He gets up and walks towards you. You run to the living room away from him and he turns and runs to you. Everyone just watches him chase you back and forth. He eventually gets hold of your wrist, you noticably flinch and say "ouch" you start to see blood seeping through your sleeve. He pushes you up against the wall and whispers "you threw up the apple didn't you" he says. Your lip starts trembling and he lets go and hugs you. Everyone else just watches looking genuinely confused as to what was going on. He then kisses you. Your eyes went wide with shock but closed after a few seconds. Brooklyn look mad with rage. She shot up out of her seat and shouted "WHY ARE YOU KISSING THAT FAT BITCH!?" she yells. Kenji stops and looks at her in disgust. She covers her mouth realizing what she said "HAHAHA JUST KIDDING I WAS KIDDING!!" she yelled and smiled. You broke free from Kenjis grip and ran to your room and locked the door. You ran into your bathroom and fumbled through your bag and pulled out your blade and rolled up your sleeve and made some new lines on your arm. You roll your sleeve back down and go out forgetting that you still have the blade in your hand.