(Kenji x female reader) camp Cretaceous- your here

part 8-burdon

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*a week after attempt*
You lay in your bed thinking.
Why did they leave you here.
They went to go get some food from Kenjis penthouse and decided it would be better if I stayed home.
It's because they don't want you around
No it's because they want to protect me and let me rest
They want you to die
No please stop
Give in. You know you want to...

You walk to your dresser and lift some of your socks and grab your hidden pocket knife.

Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut.
Your arm is now dripping in blood.
You hear the door open
"Baby were hom-"
He stares at you in shock. You quickly throw the knife and pull down your sleeve.
He sighs and walks over to you.
"Baby don't cut yourself.. your so beautiful and perfect" he says kissing your arms
"I'm never leaving you alone in the house again." He says hugging you.

"I don't wanna be a burdon.." you say
"Your not. Your anything but a burdon" he says looking you in the eyes.
"Your only saying that so that I stop" you say
"OH MY GOD Y/N YOUR NOT A BURDON WILL YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE!?"
He shouts
You flinch and tears start to well in your eyes
"Talk to me when you cool down" he says slamming the door behind him

You fall to your knees and sob.
See I told you he doesn't want you here
You stand up and walk to the bathroom
That's it..
You go to the bath and turn on the water
Your doing well
You undress into only your under garments
Go grab it
You go grab the blade from your bag
You can do it. They don't want you anyway
You slip into the water.
Just go die.

Ben POV: I heard the conversation between y/n and Kenji. Ofc I knew about her cutting herself... The signs are obvious... I didn't want to overwhelm her so I didn't ask her about it.
Kenji stormed out of the room
"Don't you think that was a bit harsh Kenji?
I say as he walks past me
"She's fine she'll get over it she just needs to cool off" he says in an annoyed tone
"Ok.." I say
I don't trust that that's what will happen.

Y/n POV:
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You slip into the water and place the blade at the edge of your wrist. You slowley slide it across your arm making a big long cut from your wrist to your elbow
You switch hands and do the other side
You let one arm hang off the side of the tub and put one in the water.
"Goodbye" you say as you close your eyes

Ben POV:
*Knock knock knock*
Y/n can I talk to you? I say
No response.
"Y/n?"
Still no response
I carefully open the door and peek in
I don't see her but I see that the bathroom door is slightly open
I knock on it
"Y/n?"
"Y/n"?
"C'mon I know your in there"
I open the door and peek in and am horrified by the sight in front of me
"OH MY FUCKING GOD!"
I scream as I see y/n lying in a pool of bloody water in the bathtub, her arm dripping a pool of blood onto the wood floor
"AHHHHH GUYS COME QUICK"
I scream at the top of my lungs
They all come running in
What's wro- OH MY GOD Y/N" screams kenji.
We pull her out of the bath and onto a towel on the floor
"BROOKLYN GO FIND BANDAGES"
"OK IM ON IT" Brooklyn says running out of the room
"DARIUS GO FIND HER SOME CLOTHES SO SHE IS WARM"
"YESSIR" says Darius running out of  the room as well
Me and Sammy try to stop the bleeding as Kenji sits near with his head in his hands crying
"It's all my fault.." he mumbles
"ITS NOT YOUR FAULT KENJI NOW GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE AND HELP" I shout
Brooklyn comes running in with the bandages
We wrap her arms tightly to stop the bleeding. As soon as we're done Kenji picks her up into his lap and rocks back and forth
"Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry please don't leave me" he says sobbing
"She still has a pulse so I'm sure she will not die" I say
Darius comes running in with the clothes
Yaz takes them and shoos us away so she can change her out of her wet clothes
When she's done she brings her out
"How can you carry her with one arm?" I ask confused
"She weighs like 60 pounds it's scary" she says as she places y/n in the bed
"Kenji stay with her until she wakes up.. were gonna go get some rest"
"Ok" Kenji says as he lays next to her.