BROKEN

Chapter 20

(Edited)

(No one's pov)

"What do you want?" Tae said coldly before grabbing his bottle of water and chugging down on it.

"We want to talk to you" jeongguk said calmly. Taehyng tsked. Ain't no way he is talking to them after what they did.

"Tae we just want to talk" jungkook said sighing. Tae looked at them for a second before going back to the punching bag.

"Talk" Tae said coldly.

Even though maybe jungkook and jeongguk didn't notice, tae change within those 3 years. When he is angry, sad or deeply hurt, he won't just cry. He will be completely cold. Distant. Why?

To calm himself. Because he does not want to say something stupid out of anger. So silence is the best way right now.

"Angel sit down and-"

"Either you talk right now or you fuck off" taehyung said not sparing a glance at them.

They both sigh "we are sorry. We should have stayed at home knowing how jealous and we would have been... " jeongguk started.

"We were just scared we would of lost you again. That he would freak out and kidnap you or play with your mind and emotions. We didn't want to lose our heart again" jungkook said looking down.

Taehyung listened. He listened carefully and sighed stopping. He knows it's not just about that fact that he is like this right now. "It's not just that.."

They looked at him in confusion

"i-i am tired... tired of always fighting. Tired of fake promises. Tired needing to search for a reason to live. Y-you know sometimes I wish I did not get my memories back... where I didn't remember all the pain and agony I went through. I can't do this shit anymore. I aways care about others b-but what about me? What about me? Why d-do I always need to be the one putting a smile on other's face while all the pain that I went through is slowly eating me?"

"Why should I keep moving on and fighting when the only thing keeping me alive are people? Why should I care about that? When I don't even live because I WANT to but because I don't want them in pain? H-huh? Why? W-why would no one understand that I just want to give up. I can't continue like this guys. I am even scared to be happy so that after sometimes I will just get hurt. L-let me just give up.. p-please.. I..I just want to not feel this burden anymore.." he looked up with only one tear falling from his eyes. He doesn't even have the strength to cry anymore.

They looked at him with tears eyes. They slowly went towards tae as he just stared at them. His eyes... it was like those they first met. Cold but behind it with full of emotions. Pain. Anger. Sadness.

They pulled him into a hug not letting him go even when he is struggling. "We are sorry love. We are so sorry. But we are going to be selfish." Jeongguk said as a tear fell from his eyes.

He hated it. Not being able to help the love of his life. Not being able to make his pain vanish. But h couldn't lose his heart either again. He just couldn't. He knew he wouldn't be able to survive this.

"W-we just can't live without you... these three years was the most painful years of our lives. I know you are suffering.. alot... but..i-i jut can't... this time we won't promise anything. We will show you.. we will show you that you can be happy" jungkook said crying silently.

He also couldn't see a life without his baby. His life. He just could not.

Taehyung didn't cry. He just hugged them. He promises himself he will not cry. Not anymore. "Really?".