Ethereal Beauty

#25

Today is the day kung saan ay practice namin together with Demetiere.

I jumped out of the bed and tried to walked across the door. It's early in the morning and everyone is still asleep. I bet they are all still dreaming.

But my head is so heavy. Umiikot din ang paningin ko.

Napahawak ako sa doornob. Para akong masusuka anytime. I almost faint.

What's the problem with me? When did I get sick? I'm fine yesterday.

Not until last night. I feel asleep because I'm exhausted.

No. Hindi pwede. I'll disappoint them if i back out kahit na gusto ko ito.

Pinilit kong tumayo upang lumabas.

Binuksan ko ang mini ref namin to drink cold water.

Kumuha ako ng mug and I poured the water in it.

I drink it kahit na nahihirapan ako huminga.

After that, I prepared myself and my things and then got out of our dormitory. Hindi ko na ginising ang dalawa since I thought they are tired too and they wanted to sleep more dahil maaga pa.

My palms are sweating. Nanlalamig na din ang mga palad ko. But I act like wala akong sakit.

Kasi hindi ko alam gagawin ko. I take medicine naman kanina and it's biogesic.

My friend from my hometown once said that take medicine like biogesic if I feel sick.

Pero bakit parang walang effect? I still feel nauseous. Like anytime I will pass out.

Habang naglalakad ako sa corridor, naisipan kong pumunta muna ng library because it's still 6:20 in the morning. 8:30 am pa naman ang classes ko. Wala pa ngang araw e.

Magbabasa muna ako ng books. I immediately go to the library. Surprisingly, bukas na ito and there's no other people except the librarian.

Nag log in na ako and then I glanced at the librarian.

I smiled at her and she smiled back. It's a kind of greeting kapag ayaw mo magtalk.

Dahil mabigat ang pakiramdam ko, I rushed out to the place that I always go to when I want to read books.

Nilapag ko ang bag ko at umupo. Nilabas ko yung libro about physics.

I read and read but after a few minutes, I fell asleep due to dizziness.

Naalipungatan nalang ako because someone tapped me at my shoulder.

"Hey. You okay?"

I tried to look at the man that is talking to me but my eyesight is still blurry.

"Huh?" I responded. I tried to correct my posture and seat properly.

But why the hell that my head is 3x aching than the last time.

Napahawak ako sa ulo. I groaned.

" Why are you so pale? Are you perhaps sick?" Again, I glaced at the man and it was Lumiere.

"Don't worry. Okay lang ako." Pagpupumilit ko.

And you can see that he's really worried because of his unusual expression.

"Are you sure?" Paninigirado nito.

"Yes." I smiled at him to assure him that I'm fine. Even though it's not because I don't want to bring inconvenience to anyone.

Bumuntong hininga ito.

Umupo ito sa harap ko and walang umiimik sa amin.

I broke the silence by asking him a very cliche question.

"Anong oras na?" Tanong ko sa kaniya.

"8:23" matipid nitong sambit.

Napatayo ako agad dahil malapit na magsimula ang klase ko.

Isa isa kong binalik ang aking mga libro sa bag ko at nagpaalam kay Lumiere.

"Sorry I gotta go. Thank you!"

He just smiled as a response.

Kumaripas ako ng lakad palabas ng library.

Sa sobrang pagmamadali ko, I bumped into someone and I fell on the floor.

Mas lalo ko tuloy naramdaman ang pagkahilo na kanina ko pa tinitiis.

"Aww." Napahawak ako sa aking ulo.

"I'm so sorry." Paghihingi ko pa ng pasensya.

"Roze? Are you okay?" Pagtatanong nito.

Napatingin ako sa taong nagtanong

It was Grigory.

"Oh. It's just you." Ngitian ko pa ito.

He lended me his hand and I reached it.

Suddenly, my head throbs in pain and once again I fell.

"Hey! Roze!"

He pulled me and trying to talked to me. But I can't respond.

I closed my eyes and in a spur of a moment, everything went black.

I collapsed.