feelings are fatal

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"Teruhashi and Saiki sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g first comes love then comes-" I was cut off by a certain blue haired girl "ok ok we get the point l/n you're embarrassing me what if the other guys hear you saying that it would be over for saiki" I roll my eyes at her "well you better hurry and tell saiki you like him before i tell him for you" teruhashi just stares at her feet and we keep walking 

'ku I know you can hear me we need to talk' I know all about kusuos powers thanks to his parents being painfully obvious about them the first time I met them "ok n/n I'll find you later"  

*flashback 2 years ago*

I'm walking to saiki's house because apparently his family and mine have known each other for a very long time I look down at my phone and see a incoming call from my mom I answer it "hey mom whats up?" i hear her sigh on the other side of the line before she says "honey me and your dad got a little caught up with work so it would be great if you could get to mrs.saiki's house before us and well stall" I should have known this always happens work this work that it's always work with my parents "ok mom will do i'll see you there" I hear her hang up and I continue heading to saikis house

why the hell is walking such a hard thing to do I almost died on the way here hopefully  they have water  I knock on the door I hope someone answers soon I might die of thirst and to my luck someone answers the door it's the pinkette I've grown to love annoying it was one of my best and favorite hobbies he opens the door and motions for me to come in he looks so annoyed and I haven't even said anything yet "here" hands me a bottle of water "how'd you know I wanted water?" his eyes widen and he says "just a hunch" that's suspicious "are your parents in the kitchen?" he nods 

I walk into the kitchen and his mother instantly starts talking to me "ooh are you one of kusuos friends? that's great if you are he has trouble making friends with him being psychic and all-" her face dropped once she realized what she said "psychic?" i question "oh no I was just kidding he's not psychic" she starts waving her hands in front of her and I can tell she's obviously lying "so my frenemy is psychic thats really cool what can he do?" his mom realizes she is not going to be able to convince me that he's not psychic so she yells for him "Kusuo!" I was waiting for him to walk threw the door but he just appeared behind me "teleportation that's useful you should take me somewhere some day-" he cut me off "not happening" can't say I expected him to say anything else "jeez what a way to buzzkill saiki" mrs.saiki turns to me "oh don't call him saiki you can call him by his first names after all you know his biggest secret" but saiki of course disagrees "do not call me kusuo, l/n"  I smirk now I have a new way to annoy him he rolls his eyes after hearing my thoughts "well kusuo~ that is now what i'll call you even at school" he rolls his eyes but I swear I saw him smile probably just my imagination

After an hour of me being here by myself I get another phone call from my mom "Hey honey we won't be making it I'm so sorry I'll see you tomorrow sometime" I won't be seeing her tomorrow it's already been a week since I saw her last I just sigh and walk over to mrs.saiki "what's wrong y/n?" I explain to her that my mother isn't going to be coming and it'll just be me "oh sweetie I'm sorry I know it must be tough with a mom that's a distant" I nod trying not to cry infront of people but she's just so open and kind it's hard not to break down after a minute of silence she sends me upstairs to Kusuo 

I walk into Kusuo's room and I see him levitating above his bed while reading "kusuo-" he jumped and fell onto his bed "jeez y/n don't sneak up on people like that"  I'm slightly confused "can't you read minds how did I scare you?" he just points at the ring in his hand "I can't hear peoples thoughts with this on and it's easier to read when I'm not hearing hundreds of peoples voices"  I walk up to his bed and sit next to him lying my head on the pillows "You know ku you really aren't that bad and I know you'll never admit it but you I know you think I'm not that bad either"

*end of flashback*

I smile remembering that day it led to an amazing friendship and from other peoples views it may seem one sided but I know it's not

"ku" I whisper waiting for a response and nothing "ku...Kusuo Saiki I swear to god if you don't answer me I wi-" I was cut off by the said person pulling me away "Oh hi kusuo" he rolls his eyes "What do you need to talk about n/n?" oh yeah I totally forgot why I came here "well teruhashi is planning on telling you how she feels soon maybe soon and I just want to know what you would say to her if she did" he lets go of my wrist "is that all you wanted to talk about?" I simply hum in agreement "I don't know what I'd say maybe yes but maybe no I'm not sure how I feel about her" for some reason when those last few words came out of his mouth I could feel something in my chest hurt I don't know what it is so I'll ignore it for the time being "well ku you've got to figure it out" he nods and starts walking away "oh wait I have one more thing? do you wanna hangout later I really need the compony my mom hasn't been home to see me for a few weeks and I miss your mom so please?" He stops walking and turns around he stops a few inches away from me and leans down "n/n you're always welcome to come to my house if you feel lonely I'd rather have you there then doing what you used to do" I pause how did he know I make sure you can't see the scars when I'm wearing my school uniform the people here would bash me and call me crazy if they ever knew "psychic remember" I smile kusuo really is a great friend "Thanks for not thinking i'm a lunatic ku" he smiles at me then teleports away 

I was walking home replaying the conversation me and ku had and then I remember what he said 

"I don't know what I feel for her" 

I shiver at the sentence and the aching pain is back and I remember I'm still in his mind reading range so I pull out the ring he got me last year for my birthday he said he got it cause he was sick of hearing my thoughts about anime guys he was saying it was annoying that I have such real feelings for fake people

I smile and feel a slight heat on my cheeks wait- 

no no no no no

I cannot have a crush on kusuo saiki he's my best friend and I doubt he actually has feelings like that for anyone what have I gotten myself into and besides teruhashi likes him I can't hurt her  these feelings are going to be the death of me

*later at kusuos house* 

"hey y/n why can't I hear your thoughts is there a reason you're wearing the ring" I just sit there not knowing how to respond when I get an idea "I finished the attack on titan manga and you haven't and I didn't want to spoil the ending" he smiles again that damn smile that makes my stomach twist and turn I feel my cheeks heat up again and this time kusuo notices "are you sure that's the reason?" "yeah of course what other reason would there be" he stands up and walks closer to me "n/n I finished that manga already" I freeze what the hell do I say now "Oh you did" he nods and takes my hand "so you don't need this ring" as soon as he takes the ring off he hears all of my thoughts but he's mainly focused about the ones he was mentioned in he chuckles at what he found "y/n l/n do you have a crush on me"  I cover my face with my hands but he grabs them away "don't worry I like you to" wait did he just say that "you do I don't believe you" he grunts in annoyance and leans down to my face very close to my face and he puts his lips on mine the kiss was soft and sweet I was enjoying it then he pulled away "Is that enough proof I'm not lying" I think for a second "Yeah but we might have to do it again" He chuckles and say "hell yeah we will"

The end


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