Pancakes for dinner

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based on the song pancakes for dinner by Lizzy McAlpine

don't wanna be to forward, don't want to cross a line

My eyes drift over to the pink haired boy in front of me he's become my best friend and I don't want to ruin that so how do I tell him I have to do it perfectly not to forward cause I'm afraid I'll cross a line and break the friendship damn you Kusuo "hey l/n why are you looking at saiki?" I hear teruhashi say behind me "uh no no reason just trying to find a way to bother him" 

but If I were to die in this plane tonight I'd want you to know this

"I love him what do I do he has half of the girls I know in love with him and they're all so much prettier then me I don't stand a chance" I look over at my sister tears starting to form "well just tell me everything you would tell him if you could" I take a deep breath "Well where do I start he's kind of cold but that's ok because I know deep down he cares he's my best friend funny sarcastic stupid and I love him I love him so much and maybe he'll be happy with those other girls and I want him to be happy but with me and it's ok if we have to just stay friends I just want him to know that I love him not just a giddy infatuation love I truly love him" "wow"

but if I were to crash in this plane tonight I'd want you to know this...

Don't want to say to much, intrude on your space

"Ku we need to hangout soon" I smile and place my hand on the boys shoulder "don't touch me l/n you know I don't like it" I quickly move my hand "I'm sorry Ku" why do I have to annoy him all the time he's never gonna like me at this point "n/n?" I snap out of my thoughts "hm?" "we're going to the café this friday to hangout me and you ok?" I smile "ok"

oh but to tell you is to scary so I'll just say something else

"Kusuo I need to tell you something" He looks at me with a soft smile "I uh I really li-" Teruhashi came in the room and sat next to Ku "I just really want to eat pancakes for dinner?"

and I wish that you could hear me when I talk to myself 

but this plane might not land safely

 so, what the hell do I have to lose If I just tell you?

"A song?" I look over at my sister "Yes write a song and then preform it and make sure saiki is there then after tell him the song was about him" I smile "you know that's not a bad Idea" 

and so I wrote a song about him and I'm preforming it tonight everyone's here more importantly Kusuo's here

1,2,3 

Don't wanna be forward
Don't wanna cross a line
But if I were to crash in this plane tonight
I'd want you to know this
Don't wanna say too much
Intrude on your space
But if I were to crash and I never made it home
I'd want you to know this
Oh, and to tell you is too scary
So I'll just say something else
And I wish that you could hear me
When I talk to myself
But this plane might not land safely
So, what the hell do I have to lose

If I just tell you? I wanna eat pancakes for dinnerI wanna get stuck in your head
I wanna watch a T.V. show together
And when we're under the weather we can watch it in bed
I wanna go out on the weekends
I wanna dress up just to get undressed
I think that I should probably tell you this
In case there is an accident
And I never see you again
So please save all your questions for the end
And maybe I'll be brave enough by then
Don't wanna say something wrong
Don't wanna be weird
But if you're still in love with her
I think that I'll leave it there
And I won't ever tell you this
Oh, 'cause to tell you is too scary
So I'll just say something else
Like how was fall semester?
And what was that song about?
I'll try to hide the way I feel
But I'll just wanna shout
What do I have to lose right now?
I wanna eat pancakes for dinner
I wanna get stuck in your head
I wanna watch a T.V. show together
And when we're under the weather we can watch it in bed
I wanna go out on the weekends
I wanna dress up just to get undressed
I think that I should probably tell you this
In case there is an accident
And I never see you again
So please save all your questions for the end
And maybe I'll be brave enough by then
Well, maybe I won't ever say what's in my head
No, I won't have to say anything
You'll say it instead


By the end of the song I have a few tears on my face preforming is actually very nerve wrecking if you ask me 

I hear everyone start clapping and Nendo yelling I look around for Kusuo Did he leave I turn around and run into someone almost falling over "Ku!" he chuckles "so l/n how long have you been in love with me?" I feel my cheeks heat up again "I don't know depends how long have you been in love with me?" I expected him to joke but the answer I got was "ever since I met you" I smile "wait really?" He nods then leans down our lips meet and a sweet soft kiss is shared but then we have to pull away everyone starts chanting even teruhashi seemed excited

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