Saiki K x reader oneshots

saiki k x reader Scars

TW: cutting 

Saiki pov

"everyone welcome your new transfer student" The said student walks in and stands at the front of the class this girl looks extremely familiar "l/n y/n she is here from America" The girl waved and said "you all can call me y/n I'm not that used to being called by my last name so feel free to call me by my first name" Then it clicked I know who she is, will she recognize me I surely hope not I don't need that attention

 "well then y/n you can go sit next to the pink haired boy in the back" she nods and walks to sit next to me she keeps her head down the entire class and pays attention probably the only teenager here that does

I know you might be wondering who is this girl? what's she doing here? and how does she know who saiki is? well when saiki was younger his family would visit America often we would always go visit this other family the l/n's they had a daughter a little younger then me she was sweet and had h/c hair and the prettiest e/c eyes I developed a slight crush on her when I was younger she was the first person I actually let become my friend

y/n pov

"also class you will be working with the person next to you all you have to do is study for the upcoming test hopefully this will make your guy's grades go up" I turn to the pink haired boy she pointed at earlier Maybe I can make friends here "wait saiki?" he avoids eye contact with me which makes it obvious that it's him "ooh you can introduce me to your friends that would be so cool I need some friends" he just shakes his head "I don't have friends" I laugh "whats so funny y/n" I try to catch my breath so I can speak "you do to have friends don't lie to me, kusuo saiki always has friends even if he doesn't want them" he rolls his eyes knowing that I'm right how do you think he met me "so when are you going to introduce me" he sighs "fine I will introduce you to all of them except this girl teruhashi" who is she? "oh well just meet me outside later with everyone else" I smile and walk out of the classroom 

"ow" someone knocked me over and now all of my books are on the floor I look up to see a girl she's really pretty she looks almost perfect she's helping me pick up my books I feel a slight blush creep onto my cheeks damn my bi self  "I'm so sorry I wasn't watching where I was going" she smiles and hands me my books "oh it's ok" she looks at me for a second "oh you're the new transfer student uh l/n y/n right" I nod in agreement "I'm teruhashi the most perfect girl in school" well I thought she was cool but I guess not she's probably an extreme perfectionist so I'm just gonna walk away "hey where are you going?" I just continue walking no wonder saiki didn't want me to meet her but... what if he likes her? What who am I kidding we're talking about kusuo I'm like 100% sure that man is aromantic

It was around 5th period and I don't know what happened but all of the sudden I felt numb again no feeling anywhere unless it was negitive but I could barely feel those emotions I need to feel something I hate this feeling I walk into the girls bathroom and splash my face with cold water maybe I shouldn't do this but it's the only way to feel something I sigh and walk into one of the stalls I take a deep breath and grab the blade out of my bag I take the black wraps off my hands (you know ones like Kaidou wears) I put the blade against my skin and cut I breath in sharply at the pain I just caused myself one cut turned into two which turned into three I'm grateful no one came into the bathroom so I go to rinse off the blood and wrap them up again I feel better I actually can feel something again even if it was only a short period of time with no feelings I'd rather do this repeatedly then have to feel that for any longer then what I just did 

I walk back to class before the bell rings and sit down in my assigned seat and I see saiki shit I'm wearing my necklace right I look down at my chest and see it's there thank god he would literally kill me if he could hear my thoughts right now or if he knew what I did I smile and walk up to him "hey saiki" I put my hand on his shoulder he flinched "oh sorry I scared you forgot you easily get scared when you can't hear peoples thoughts" I laugh a little "you find it funny that you're the only one who can actually successfully surprise me" He chuckles a little "yes yes I enjoy that very much" I feel a blush creep onto my cheeks hoping saiki doesn't notice I sit down unfortunately for me he noticed "oh a little red are we" I look away "n-no" 

"finally the end of the day are you ready to introduce me to your friends ku?" he just starts waking away wow so nice "wait ku" I run up to him "geez why are you like running away you agreed to let me meet your friends" then he looks at me with his annoyed face and I laugh "saiki I know you think that'll make me go away but it honestly just makes you look weird" I'm still laughing when someone yells "hey pal!" this must be one of his friends then another one with blue hair shows up "hi I'm l/n y/n" they both smile and the blue haired one starts blushing and blabbering nonsense "I'm Nendo and this is my other pal Kaiduo" Kaiduo gets serious for a second and says "why are you wearing those bandages do you know about the dark reunion?" The what? I ask myself "Uh no I don't know anything about the dark reunion or whatever you said I just uh think they look cool" Yeah no they don't look cool I'd just prefer people not to know why they're actually there "oh well anyway we gotta get going" "ok bye" I look back to saiki but he's just gone teleportation that jerk just left me 

*later that night*

"Time for sleep I guess I can take these off" I take off the black wraps around my wrists and I take off my necklace and place it on my dresser am I crazy a lunatic for doing this mom told me that people who cut are insane and they belong in mental asylum's is that really where I belong? no wonder people don't want to be friends with me if they knew they would just straight out avoid me what if even ku avoided me and what if he left me because of it I sigh getting changed into my pajamas maybe mom's right I'm just crazy "You are certainly not crazy" "ahhh" oh it's ku wait shit it's ku and I'm in shorts and a tank top he can see all of them I quickly cover myself in a blanket "what are you talking about ku?" he walks closer and grabs my arms "you're an extremely bad liar n/n I've been suspicious of this ever since we last saw each other when we were 15  when you started wearing that stupid necklace all the time and wearing those doesn't help" he says and points at my bandages "I never thought anyone would ever pay attention to the differences I just started feeling numb ku and I wanted to feel something other then nothing even if that was pain it made me feel somemthing and restored my other emotions for awhile or the emotions I think were mine" he chuckles "I know it get's kinda hard feeling nothing or not knowing what you're feeling being an empath sucks doesn't it?" I sigh "yeah and exhausting and confusing- wait are you using your actual voice like not in my head" he sits down next to me and grabs my hands "yeah my real voice you deserve to hear it and by the way there actually is another thing you can do if you ever feel numb just call me and I'll come here to show you" he smiles a genuine smile he's really cute sometimes a cute idiot "I'm starting to think your a tsundere" could he say something any more random "I can read your mind remember" oh makes sense "ok no back to the point n/n seriously if you ever feel like that just call me and I'll be here to help" I blush again for what the 20th time today "thanks ku it means a lot I'll definitely take you up on that but for now can you show me what the alternative is" without warning he picks me up bridal style and jumps out the window and starts... flying "this is the alternative? flying?" he moved me onto his back "k-kusuo I swear if you drop me" "there's a better view up there I promise" he's right this really is an alternative the adrenaline feels amazing it makes me feel something positive it makes me feel kind of happy if I have him around again then maybe I can get threw this I smile I guess I'm stuck with this moron for a little while longer.