Love Without Warning

Considering Love

I've known Cortez since I was little, like 10 years old, never in a million years did I ever think I would fall for him...it all started on a hot summer day me & my girl Shelly finally saved up enough money to move out our parents house into a cute little ass 2 bedroom apartment oh and you couldn't tell us we wasn't the shit, we had our own car, own place & a job...whatttttt!?? Shelly was my girl & all but we were to alpha females that couldn't get along to save our lives, we argued & was cool all in the same hour, our apartment was empty as hell but we had our bedroom furniture and a small ass dining room table, just imagine an empty ass apartment but back to my story lol, soon as I get my own place my homie Cortez wanted to come over, smoke a few jays, that's what we called a blunt, so I let his tall skinny ass come over only because I was bored, we kicked it a couple nights and we had a good time, laughing and talking about old times, So this particular night he come over like I said we been kicking it and enjoying each other's company so he come over we chilling drinking, smoking, laughing having a good time so BOOM its night time, I'm in my head thinking like I know this nigga don't think he staying the night we have an awkward moment of silence & I say well I'm going to bed lol this nigga climbs in the bed I'm in my head thinking like lord what is going on here, keep in mind I've never had an physical attraction to him, not that he was ugly but we was the "homie" I never looked at him in that type of way, this damn man climbs in my bed behind me & start caressing my leg, my butt, rubbing his big hands all over my body, and I'm in my head screaming like what the fuck is going on!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhh!!!! So as I lay there getting my body all felt up on by the "homie" so many thoughts ran through my mind like tell this nigga get off me, nooooo don't do it, this is the homie and then I go the other side saying bitch u better let him, fuck it, you've been drinking, you hit a little weed but then I'm like nahhhhh bitch this the fucking homie so after he caresses my body for about 7mins I just burst out and say Cortez I'm going to sleep, I didn't know what to think, I actually went to sleep tho lol, I woke up Cortez was gone. I'm like fuck this nigga gone lol I didn't even hear his ass leave, that whole situation was on my mind all day and night that day not once did I call or text Cortez only because of what happened the previous night, so around 8 that night Cortez hit me up I'm like ohhh ok I didn't scare him or make him feel uncomfortable by going to sleep, he come over agin we chilling this time he don't try anything lol I'm sure he wouldn't after last nights encounter lol but after about 2 weeks of chilling and hanging out everyday im like I'm maybe I can let him fuck one time but if he disappoints me, ima regret it. So on this particular night me and my girl Shelly got into an argument as usual cuz her ass had me fucked up lol but the homie Cortez came over, we chilling getting high, drinking and I fall asleep Cortez was a drug dealer so his ass never slept he stay up serving people, he go out to serves a customer and bam the door locks behind him, just fucking great, he said he was knocking at the door my ass was knocked fuck I was high af that's all he wanted to do was smoke weed I'll eventually quit on his ass, so anyways his ass out there knocking and I'm passed out lol so he has no choice now but to knock on my homegirl room window which he didn't want to do bcuz he knew we wasn't speaking, so she gets up at this time it's like 3 in the morning, I hear his ass come back in my room, I wake up like "what's wrong" based on the look on his face lol he tell me he was locked out lol after we laughed about that for a few he get his ass in the bed...he get behind me to cuddle and I feel his dick all on my back cuz my short ass laying next to him his dick on my back so I'm like ok this might be worth it give the homie a chance, so I let him caress my body, kitty down there was like a swimming pool so it was on after he slid his hand next to the kitty and realized how wet she was down there, so it's not really much for me to do his dick was already hard and ready to go full force inside my vagina, so his dick just slides in with ease, pussy juice dripping, we having sex he fucking me down, pull out eat the kitty put in back in, kissing my neck, whispering how good the pussy is in my ear,he even ate my ass like he gave me the full sex act as if we had been fucking for a while, after that we both were hooked lol, he brought me whatever I wanted and when I say whatever anything I wanted he got for me. He came over my house everyday until me & my girl Shelly got into so bad we stopped speaking for a long time, this bitch even had the audacity to write a note over the kitchen sink about dirty dishes, it was a damn fork lol we didn't even have plates or cups, Hell we didn't even have cooking pots and pans, so I politely ripped it up and left it in the sink, go to work come home this bitch has another note up, I was so angry I ripped it up and threw the notes all over her room, this bitch knew not to play with me but anyway we moved out and moved back home with out parents like damn we haven't lived in our place a whole year had to break the lease and everything but fuck it the friendship was over...I move back home with my mother and her raggedy ass man. But me a Cortez didn't end there