Derek Hale x reader
Jordan Parrish x reader
Warnings: maybe alittle angsty not much, reader feeling like crap about her self
Word count: 1,089
Requested: Sleeping around with Derek Hale for a while but never actually dating because Derek's to scared to be committed sense he thinks everyone he loves dies and leaves him. So a frustrated reader calls things off and starts dating Jordan Parrish. But shortly after the reader finds out she's pregnant. Derek finds out from his super wolf hearing the heartbeat in her stomach when they run into each other and he instantly knows it his. Please and thank you. - (hope I tagged the right person 3 blogs came up)
Authors Note: I am so so so! Sorry it has taken so long. I wrote it over and over not liking it fully. Then I lost the notebook. Then I had to write it and then google deleted it when I typed it. Then I forgot about it. I'm So Sorry. Please forgive. Better late than never.
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"That was- wow." Y/n stated out of breath
"Agreed" Derek smiled taking deep breaths
"Derek, can I ask you something?" she asked softly
"Hmmmhmmm." Derek hummed as a sign for her to continue and that he would be listening.
"We've been doing this for 8 months now."
"A great 8 months." he smirked running his hand softly across her hip.
"Yeah." Y/n nodded
"But" Derek asked moving to sit up, leaning all his weight on his elbows so he could face her.
"But how much longer are we going to keep doing what we're doing?" she asked looking down at her hands to avoid eye contact.
Derek tilted his head confused at her question. "What do you mean?"
Y/n sighed, changing her sight to look him in the eyes. "Are you ever going to put a name to what we do? Are we ever gonna put a label on this besides friends who pleasure eachother?"
Derek sighed "Y/n-"
"Derek I can't keep doing this like this." She shook her head, interrupting him. Y/n moved herself up into a sitting position.
"What's that suppose to mean?" he squinted
"I feel cheap, Derek. I feel like I'm being used and I'm letting it happen to myself! I'm doing it to myself!" Y/n exclaimed, raising her arms up. She could not keep doing this to herself. Everything after they had sex it was as if it never happened. That caused a deep-rooted pain in her chest. Or something is wrong with her for him to not want more. She can't take the pain and paranoia anymore.
"Y/n, I don't want to be in a relationship." Derek sighed, turning his voice the best he could to sound agitated. He would love nothing more than to be in a true relationship with her, but he wasn't going to risk losing her.
"Not even after everything we've been through? Done or said to the other?" Y/n raised her eyebrows in slight shock. They had done a lot of things in the bedroom that she thought they had connected on a different level on. An intimate level.
Derek sighed, not looking her in the eyes. But his voice was hard as stone. "I'm sorry, Y/n. I really am." Derek sighed, not looking her in the eyes. But his voice was hard as stone. Even though those words should have made her feel just the slightest bit better, but the lack of any emotion in his voice didn't do anything to help.
"Ok" Y/n nodded. Once he set his mind he never changed it. So she got off the bed and started looking for her clothes.
"Where are you going?" he asked confused as to why she had gotten up. Normally they layed in bed for a couple of hours before one of them left.
"I'm leaving." she huffed as she pulled on her clothes
"Y/n/n, come back to the bed." Derek groaned
Y/n stopped and turned to look at him. Derek could see tears in her eyes forming. "I can't. I can't get back in that bed, because if I do I'll stay. An I can't keep doing this to myself. Especially if it's going nowhere."
Derek scoffed "Come one Y/n/n. Just stay."
"Please don't call me that." Y/n whimpered turning her head away and into her shoulder.
"Your being ridiculous-" Derek rolled his eyes.
"Screw you, Derek!" she cut him off
With that said and things stated Y/n grabbed her bag and left. She knew she never wanted to see Derek Hale again after this night.
Over the last 8 months, there had been words shared between them that were intimate. Actions that were extremely intimate. They had shared so much that was personal, private, and extremely intimate.
But it seems all of it meant absolutely nothing to him. As far as Y/n could tell Derek Hale was an insensitive prick.
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"You feeling any better?" Parrish asked, walking over to Y/n. She was looking in the still fogged-up mirror from their shower.
"Not really." Y/n shook her head. She had been feeling sick for a week an half. Jordan and her were starting to get concerned.
"Maybe you should go to the doctor. I'm getting worried about you." he spoke wrapping his arms around her waist. Y/n could clearly see the concern in his eyes and hear it in his voice.
"I think I might." she nodded in agreement.
"Do you want me to go with you? I can get off early." Parrish offered. All he wanted was for her to be ok and healthy. Plus if she needed him he wants to be there for her. ALways.
"Jordan you don't have to-" Y/n started shaking her head, she didn't want to be an inconvenience to him. But before she could protest his offer any further Parrish cut her off.
"I want to and if you want me to I'll get off early to go with you." Jordan stated softly, kissing her temple. But his voice was stern enough for her to know he is serious.
"Yeah." she smiled lightly at the thought of him joining her that he wants to. "That would be nice."
"Then it's settled." he smiled leaning down to kiss where her neck and shoulder meet. "I love you."
Y/n smiled biting her lip, before returning the sentiment. "I love you too."
Meeting Jordan Parrish had been one of the best things to happened to her as of recently. She truly believes that. He was there for her when she was hurting because of Derek. Parrish had become what Y/n really wanted. He is a great boyfriend, he truly cares about her and loves her. Ans he feels that to be a big contrast to what she had.
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Y/n was very anxious waiting for the test results to come back. Jordan had a hard rubbing her lower back. Trying to ease her nerves. They both turned their heads at the sound of the door opening they both straightened up on instinct. The doctor sat down on the stool, wheeling over in front of the couple with a smile on her face. "Well, I looked at the results of all the tests we took. It looks like your pregnant, Miss Y/L/N."
"What?" Y/n asked blinking multiple times and mouth agape. She did not just say she is pregnant. She couldn't be. Not after everything.
