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When I opened my eyes I was sat on a beach, seeing waves gracefully arrive at the shore, I only snapped out of my trance when I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked behind me to reveal the face of my mother.
Mom? I said with uncertainty and tears in my eyes
Hey sweetie she said gently bringing me into a hug and I let out a sob in her embrace
What is this place? I asked
A place where you choose she said
Choose what?
Live or die she answered
What if I want to stay here. With you? I asked looking up at her
You cant honey she said back to me
Why not?
You have people waiting for you, you have a life back there she explained
But I want to stay with you mom, I cant deal with everything back there I said back rambling
Your father she said simply
How did you know?
Sweetie I might be dead but I still know everything she answered with a laugh, one that I missed so dearly.
Ive lied to everyone I sighed
But you want your brother back
Yeah, but at what cost mom? My job? My friends? My relationship? I rambled again
They will understand, you told Derek
Not everything I said turning my gaze to the sand beneath me which felt so real. My mom took her hand to turn my head to face her
Everything will be fine Bella, you know why? Because you are strong, caring and will stop at nothing to save someone. They will understand because its your brother honey, believe me. She assured
I want to stay with you mom I said
Thats your choice sweetie, but youll see me again at some point, you stay, you lose Derek and you lose your chance of seeing Declan again
I sighed before looking back at her
I have to go back I said
I know, I love you sweetie she said leaving a kiss on my forehead before standing and walking away
Mom! I shouted which made her turn back
I love you too I muttered before everything went black again.
When my eyes opened again I felt a weight on my hand, when my gaze looked at it I saw Dereks hand on mine as he sat in chair beside the bed asleep. I squeezed his hand as tight as I could which woke him up.
Hey he said tiredly with a small smile on his lips
Hey I smiled back
How you feeling baby girl? he asked
Sore and felt a tear fall down my cheek only for him to wipe it away
Hey, whats up?
He said I knew him, but I didnt I said semi lying closing in on myself and shuffling further to the other side of the bed without noticing.
Bella did he do more to you he sighed holding my hand
No I simply said avoiding his gaze
Bella dont lie to me now he said squeezing my hand tighter which made a sob rip out of my throat. Derek sighed before standing and lying in the bed with me wrapping his arms around me and rubbing my back.
Its ok, let it out, hes gone now, he cant hurt you anymore he soothed
This is where I want to be.
With him.
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Bella De Loy-Or is it~|~Derek Morgan
FanfictionA girl lied to for most of her life. Her mom left when she was a kid. Her dad never around. So the foster system is where she was busted around a lot, not very good people is all I'll say. New York. FBI agent. Then BAU?. To find out more about the g...
