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I was in the hospital for around another week before I could get home, and again Derek insisted that he would stay with me. Its like he feels that if he takes his eyes off me Ill disappear which is cute but honestly gets pretty annoying by this point. Which leads us to our current position on the couch cuddling and of course him staring at me.

You know its rude to stare I told him keeping my gaze on the tv

How can I not, youre too pretty baby he smirked

Take a picture then, lasts longer I said getting up to walk to the kitchen only to stop when I heard the click of a camera, once I turned around I saw Derek with his hands up in mick surrender with a smile on his face.

What was that for? I asked

Just following orders baby he laughed loudly

I leant against the doorframe to the kitchen and shook my head You drive me insane sometimes, I swear running a hand through my hair I saw Derek get up and walk towards me

But you love me he said wrapping his arms around my waist

That I do I said pecking his lips with a smile.

For two weeks straight the constant argument we had was whether I could go into the office or not, it was the same thing until one night.

Give me one good reason why I cant go in tomorrow Derek! I shouted from one end of the room with my arms crossed over my chest

Because your not healed! You should still be resting he said back

Im completely fine see I said moving my arms all around me full range of motion, I can go back

Hotch said to wait another few weeks he sighed, but I could tell he was lying since he couldnt look me in the eye

A few weeks, Derek you know I cant deal with that, please stop lying to me I can tell, you know why? You wont look me in the eye, tell me Derek! I shouted at him

I CANT LOSE YOU AGAIN! he screamed back at me which made me freeze where I stood

I cant get the sight of holding you after you were shot and you closed your eyes Bella, and I keep thinking that if you go back to work that it will happen again and I just cant lose you Bell he said with his head down and voice cracking in between words, I made my way over to him putting my hands on either side of his face making him look at me.

Der, Im fine okay, Im alive and thats all that matters. I get a feeling too that one day you being a superhero is gonna kill you and that I stopped to look him directly in the eye, that terrifies me, but I trust that you will always try to come back to me, you just have to trust that too baby i gently told him giving him a kiss on the cheek before bringing him to my arms which made him crumble and begin sobbing onto my shoulder. I rubbed up and down his back in a way to soothe him.

Ill take the rest of the week off okay? And when I do go back Ill stay with Pen, how does that sound? I asked him

He let out a sigh before looking up and smiling at me I can live with that. He said and gave me a kiss.

By Friday I was well and truly bored out of my mind, Derek stayed with me for the rest of the week at my apartment and by this morning I was begging him to let me go in.

Please Der let me go I begged

No he said putting his shirt on and going to grab his gun

I wont go in the field, Ill stay with Garcia the whole time, come on Derek we talked about this I said

Why do you want to go in so badly? he asked looking at me through the mirror

Because Im bored here, and dont say watch tv Ive seen enough of the Kardashians to last me a lifetime. Derek lets be honest here as soon as you leave Ill drive myself over there

Get dressed he sighed with a smile

Thank you Thank you Thank you I squealed kissing all over his face

Yeah yeah love you too now hurry up or your staying here he laughed.

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