Pls she said she would beat me if she found out I was making myself throw up. Yes, beat your child for having an eating disorder. SOMEONE KIDANP ME OR ADOPT ME OR SOMETHING PLEASE. I can't live here anymore. She makes me wanna slit her throat and watch he choke on her own blood. Anyways, we're going to Walmart, idk why but I honestly don't care. I ordered some things from Amazon but the main thing (razor blades) I'm waiting for is coming in July.
Amazon sucks. I hate going to places, I hate people, I hate food, I hate clothes, and pretty much everything else. I want to suffocate her and other people that I hate. I want a cat because I love cats and also because she afraid of cats so I can put it on her face while she's sleeping and watch her have a whole panic attack. That would be fun. She won't let me wear my hoodie, I know it's hot but I don't like showing my "figure" because I don't feel comfortable.
I feel uncomfortable all the time and her making me wear things I don't want to wear just makes me even more uncomfortable. I want to live with my best friends, that sounds super fun. SHES LITERALLY A FAT HOMOPHOBIC FUCK AND SHE GETS ON MY NERVES. Anyways, my legs hurt.
