Hooked On You

Forty Four

Demi | Mature

I lowered the almost empty box of birth control pills down onto the counter, glancing up in the mirror as Odell's arms wrapped around my waist. I smiled as I leant back into him. He pressed a kiss to my shoulder making me lightly giggle.

"Do you have to go to work?"

"Yes" he dipped his hand between my legs. "O" he began to nibble on my sweet spot. I lightly moaned at the contact. He hummed against my neck which made my entire body shiver. "Baby, I really need to get dressed" my legs opened as he pushed my panties out of the way and his finger slid along my slit. I dropped my head against his shoulder, gentle moans slipping from my lips as he gently rubbed my clit. My hand wrapped around his wrist as his finger slid into my wet hole. His hand was pressed against me as he curled his finger inside me, pressing it against my g-spot. He quickened the pace of his finger, the closer that he brought me to orgasm, the more I struggled to remain standing. I clenched around his fingers, crying out as I quivered against him. His lips twitched into a smirk as they remained against my neck.

"I love you" I smiled as I relaxed back against him, trying to steady my rapid breathing. I whimpered as he slid his fingers from me and then lifted them up to his lips, licking off my juices. I rolled my eyes as he moaned which made him loudly laugh.

"I love you too" he leant to peck my lips.

"Can I get dressed now?"

"Yes" I giggled as he pecked my lips again. "I'll just devour you later" I nibbled down on my lip as he flashed me a smirk and then turned to leave the bathroom, leaving me to crave him.

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"Are you sexually active, Demi?"

"Erm...Yeah" I kept my eyes locked on the ceiling tiles, my eyebrows furrowing slightly at the question. "Why? Is-Is there something wrong?" my heart suddenly began to hammer against my chest as I waited for Dr Grey to speak.

"No, there isn't anything wrong" I wanted to move so that I could see Dr Grey as she stared between my legs but I couldn't due to the fact that my legs were up in stirrups. "I just believe that you might be pregnant, Demi" my heart skipped a beat.

"But-But I'm on birth control."

"There's still a chance of pregnancy, nothing is 100% effective other than complete abstinence" she lightly joked but I couldn't find the strength to even crack a smile. Dr Grey wheeled from between my legs, covering me over with the sheet as she moved to sit beside me. "I'm gonna need you to perform a pregnancy test, if that's okay? There's just a slight change in your cervix that usually indicates towards pregnancy" I numbly nodded.

"I-I had a miscarriage a few-a few months ago."

"Previous miscarriages don't normally have any impact on your next pregnancy but if you are pregnant, we'll be keeping a close eye on you" I nodded, nibbling down on my lower lip as tears suddenly burnt at the backs of my eyes. "You okay, Honey?"

"Yeah, I-I just came here for new birth control, not to find out that-that I might be pregnant" I quickly wiped the fallen tear from my cheeks as Dr Grey gave my arm a gentle squeeze. "I-I'm assuming you-you have tests?" she nodded with a light smile. She pushed herself up from the chair and headed for a cupboard. She grabbed out a pot and a test which she handed to me after I'd managed to free myself from the stirrups.

"You can use the restroom just opposite" I nodded as I took the pot and test from her. I numbly headed into the bathroom and did my business, my heart hammering hard against my chest. I leant against the counter, staring at my reflection in the mirror, my eyes briefly glancing down to my stomach.

"If you do really exist at least I'll know who your daddy is, huh?" I choked on a sob, my hand flying up to cover my mouth. What the hell is Odell going to think, Demetria? You've never spoken about kids. He may have said he'd stand by you previously but what if he's changed his mind? Men like Odell don't want babies. I shook my head of the negative thoughts, tears still pouring down my cheeks. I grabbed the test off the counter, stumbling back against the wall at the little plus sign. Fuck. I allowed myself to cry for a little while longer before I composed myself and headed back into Dr Grey's office. She knew the result instantly just from looking at the tears pouring down my cheeks. I handed her the test as I slid back onto the bench.

"There are options, Demi."

"I'm not getting rid of it" I kept my eyes down on my hands. "I-I just don't know what my boyfriends going to think" she flashed me a brief smile as she glanced up at me.

"I want to perform a transvaginal ultrasound just to see how far along you are, Demi, because you've been on birth control" I numbly nodded as I lay back against the bed, lifting my legs back up onto the stirrups. "You'll just feel a little pressure but it shouldn't be too painful" I nodded as she brought the ultrasound machine over. I stared up at the wall as she slowly inserted the wand, moving it around a little. I clamped my eyes shut as tears threatened to fall. I can't believe this is happening. "You are definitely pregnant, Demi" I couldn't find the strength to pull my eyes away from the ceiling. "I'm going to put you at 6 weeks" she pressed a couple buttons and then the most amazing sound filled the room. The baby's galloping heartbeat. I pulled my eyes off the ceiling, choking on a sob as they landed on the monitor. "There's your baby, Demi. Everything looks perfect so far" tears poured down my cheeks and in that moment nothing else mattered. No matter what Odell thinks, I'm not going to abandon my baby.

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