Irresistible, [boy x boy AU]

{Beautiful - 1}

{Chapter 1 - Beautiful}

Louis felt rather constricted at the moment, and it wasn't just because it was his first day for his new job, but the pure and utter anxiety he felt. What if Harry did not like Louis? What if the boy just snapped Louis' neck like a twig and not care a single bit on how hurt he felt not being able to see the boy eye-to-eye? Somehow Louis felt a surge of pain pass through him and he didn't know why. Never once has he even met the lad, and now he has this attachment to him?!

To Louis it seemed oddly preposterous. What was it that fascinated him? He knew nothing of what Harry looked like appearance, or in age. For all he knew, this Harry could be some blood-crazed psycho who looked both menacing and intimidating at the same time. This very fact somehow excited Louis. He was now fidgeting in his seat, as he drummed along his lap with the tunes playing on his phone. This 'job' seemed far fetched. Horrendous even. The air felt too thick for Louis' liking. Weren't they willing to take in almost anyone? So why? It made no complete sense on his book... It was rather suspicious, but why should he care? He was basically on the verge of death wasn't he? So why start with high standards now... Right?

"Er... Louis Tomlinson..?" a voice snapped Louis out of his deep-thinking. His head snapped to the figure awaiting with a clipboard at hand, and a pencil at the other. Louis took an interest on how young the girl looked. The way her wavy hair was pulled back into a messy bun, and how her eyes showed clear brown eyes. In a regular 'straight' boy's point-of-view, this girl was definitely attractive, but too bad.. Louis didn't quite get the memo.

"Uh here.." Louis raised his hand up almost like he was demanding attention from his teacher. The girl's eyes snapped to Louis' direction, and something glinted in her eyes while she approached the boy; with her black stilettos softly clicking at each step. "Louis Tomlinson?" she confirmed with a smile and fluttering eyelashes, but Louis seemed oblivious to the girl's flirting, so he gave a slight nod, not sure what was her intent... Her motive... But unsurprisingly, he took no effort to doing so, because again.. Why would he care? 

"Alright." she pouted slightly seeing that he took no interest. "C-Come with me then." Ms. Calder huffed slightly while leading the boy through the many doors. The walk seemed oddly silent. It's either that, or Louis just chose to answer Ms. Calder's apparent interest to him as to why he would actually take this job with the common knowledge of the many death tolls that lay on the news almost every time he opened the damn thing.

The boy lied and just said that he was curious to see if they were lying about the discovery of a vampire or not.. but in truth, he somehow knew there was no lies to this phenomenon. If they did lie or not, Louis wouldn't care either way.. He'd just be another 'sucker' in their books and he somehow preferred that... At least it was a sign of recognition he thought sullenly.

"A-Alright..." she stuttered nervously "W-we're here." Louis cocked a curious eyebrow.'"Shouldn't you be heading in with me also?" The brunette shook her head and told him the directions, and handed him a syringe, and a protective coat. Louis suppressed his urge to laugh. He knew full-well these materials are not going to do him any help.. He was sure that these things were just mere clothing to make you feel all superior and act like you're contribution to this would be of any help to the Management, which Louis thought was defined with one word. Bullshit.

"S'that it ?" the boys looked carefully at his attire. Ms. Calder nodded slightly with a frown on her lips, and fear on her eyes. The girl mumbled some incoherent words, and she was gone from Louis' sight within seconds. Louis stiffened, and grinned slightly on the lock that was within the door. Should he go? It didn't seem right, but he found himself unbuckling the many locks. His palms dampened from his sweat as he took a hesitant step towards the door. The boy knew the rush that has already befallen him.

Inside the door was another. The door was made of purely metal, and Louis was pretty sure that this Harry was behind those doors. At this point, he was shaking to his knees wondering if he made a mistake, but it was too late. The door opened by his entrance, and he quickly hopped in, completely terrified of the huge sound it emitted. In an instant, he was surrounded in darkness, but little did he know, he was already being watched.

Louis tried calling out to see if anybody was there other then him; if Harry was possibly there. He couldn't help but chuckle at his own stupidity. Somehow a part of him knew there was definitely something in there.. It just chose to not reveal itself to Louis.. just yet. 

In the boy's head, the minutes felt like hours, and he felt worn down in an instant. "So I guess I'm waiting for my own death huh." he mused with a slight humour in his tone. When the boy knew he couldn't possibly walk anymore, he felt himself stumble on the flat ground, and just let his strength disappear, not even knowing what to do anymore. "Harry... Where are you Harry?" he whispered feeling the sudden dryness on his throat.

"Harry." he repeated. "Please... Kill me already.." the pounding of his head started getting more irritable, and he clamped his eyes shut as if going for a rest. No one responded to his plea. He wanted to end it so badly that it hurts. He wanted to simply stop being a bother to his family, and just do what Louis thought they've awaited for all these years.. To disappear.

His voice somehow became non-existent now. He couldn't feel anything throughout his body, and he's not quite sure why. The coldness that he felt within the room filled his senses and the very fact weakened him. It could've been some vapour, or some chemical that can slowly kill a person. If Harry didn't show, there is a possibility that Louis could die because of the unusually low temperature. Somehow the boy didn't seem at all satisfied by this idea. He wanted to die in the hands of the very first thing that has ever interested him. Harry. But for some reason, the boy never ever showed himself to Louis.

Its times like this were Louis began to doubt that they ever found any vampire they claimed to have captured, and they chose to look for some kind of excuse to terminate people who got curiosity as their last resort. Louis isn't actually sure about why they would, but if you're stuck in a freezer-like room, things can happen, and you're not sure if you can think logically enough, cause you're sure that you've lost all circulation and blood flow within your veins; to be frank.. your brain.

His breathing became ragged seconds later, and all that was passing though his head was the many ways this Syco-Inc would present his death like the many others who took the job before him, and died because of it. He can imagine it now. The press taking quick snapshots of his lifeless body that was picked up weeks or months later, and his family seeing it for the first time, gawking at the pain-stinging truth, then he could imagine his mother and sisters crying for the first few days, then forget about him completely. He knew that he was being stupid, and that they wouldn't exactly forget about him completely, but her preferred it better that way; in a way, the situation seemed to perfect for Louis' liking yet it seemed easier for Louis to think of this world as a utopia where everything went smoothly, and there's no flaws in anyway. Right.. He was definitely going mental.

In what felt like hours, Louis somehow sense as if he was being watched, again. He swore he could feel a presence close enough for him to see, so, with his remaining strength, the boy pried open his eyelids, and everything seemed blurry for a second since he was technically asleep for at least an hour or two, but he blinked it away in an instant with something bright that caught his attention. His vision seemed to play tricks on him, as he met eyes with clear, amethyst eyes!??!!?

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Author's Note:

Er my gesh...! Couldn't believe I chose to write this sooner than I planned, which was probably around the end of January, or the end of my upcoming exams.. I'm not really sure.. but here you go!

Hope you enjoyed the first chapter!~

~Cam xoxoxoxo