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December 09
6:11 AM
Katalina:
Mabilis lang to, gusto ko
lang talaga itong I let out.
Okay.
Katalina:
Ung 3, sina Louisse. They became
my so called friends because
of my Mom.
Bale parang plastikan lang
ang nangyayari. They don't
like me but Mom wants
me to be their friend kaya
pinipilit ko.
She said that when I follow
it, she will be happy.
And following her means
I might feel her love.
I really longed for her love, I
don't know what's wrong with me,
I don't know why she's like that.
She always avoids me that if
possible, she would stay on her
office so she wouldn't see me.
She doesn't say it but I feel it.
At kahit kailan, hindi niya ako
binabati sa mga birthdays ko.
Bakit? Bakit siya ganon?
Ano bang meron sakin
na ayaw na ayaw niya?
Gusto ko lang naman ng
pagmamahal niya... why can't
she give it? Sometimes I ask
myself, what makes me
unlovable to her?
Then Daddy left us, Mom was
very sad so I really did everything
she wanted, but, I don't know
parang kulang pa rin?
Hindi ko alam kung
hanggang kailan ganito.
Tapos nagsunod sunod, nawala si Tita.
Kaya sobrang bigat.
Buti na lang, nandiyan kayo,
kayo na lang ung natitirang
sandalan ko.
Well, nandiyan pa naman si Dad
but he doesn't know that Mom's
really the one who wants me to be
friends with them, not me.
Kaya thank you kasi naisip niyong
maging kaibigan ako :)
It really means so much to me.
I hope you all don't leave me.
Hindi ko na alam kung pati kayo, mawala.
I love you both.
YOU ARE READING
Followed Wants
Short Storymistake series one. an epistolary | completed. she followed their wants, instead of hers.
