4.14.2013
Depressed phase again.
The thing is, I think I'm falling in love with Lisa.
She's perfect.
She's rich, popular, sweet, and has a good voice.
We got together a few times and did covers of some songs.
Her voice fits perfectly with a song I wrote: inner child
She said she loved it.
She gives me hope, and I'm just praying that she'll stay strong by my side now.
She hasn't seen my depressed phase yet.
And I may or may not have told her about it...
I'm afraid of my feelings though.
If I fall in love, my heart will shatter if she breaks up with me.
I'm unpredictable in my manic phase.
She knows that.
She thought I was drunk one theme when I ran out into the street and yelled "party at my house! Bring everyone you know!"
I wasn't.
I was just being manic.
I was high on myself.
And crazy.
That night, 5 people got arrested, and I was almost sued.
Lisa wasn't happy with me.
Now I'm in my depressed phase, and I'm scared she'll leave me.
We're going to the club tonight.
So hopefully she won't notice.
Guess I'll get going.
Until next time.
