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💟Mikey Williams ~ That Ain't How We Speakin' 💟

... My head laid on Mikey's chest as we watched the movie, the atmosphere peaceful as his three year old niece, Skylar, had just went to sleep. She was an easy child to babysit, never doing the most when it came to giving trouble. I loved and treated her as my own, it wasn't strange for anyone to see us and ask if she was my daughter, I'd laugh at the question in response, I don't think I'll ever see myself as a mother, never have.

Mikey on the other hand, would always talk about being a father, he loved the idea. I loved it too sort of, but I was scared, scared of my capabilities, scared of everything. He however, would talk about having kids like it was so very easy, he'd never had a serious conversation about it before, but I knew he wanted kids sometime soon. I don't think I'm ready yet mentally, emotionally and honestly not even physically. I know we are financially stable and so on, but I was just not for them kids.

We laid together until the end of the movie, Skylar getting up at the same time as if she had timed the credits. "Aunty Trish?" she groggily called, "I wanna go home". "Why baby?" I asked confused, she normally doesn't wanna leave. "I miss my Mommy" She said softly, "Okay baby, we'll call her soon okay? I don't think sh-". "I wanna go home now!" She interrupted, raising her voice, this was new. Sis on her period or something?

"Is that how we speak Skylar?" Mikey interjected, like I said he was ready to be a daddy (well to an actual kid) "No uncle Mikey" She said murmuring, "Apologize" he prompted. "I'm sorry Aunty" she said, "It's okay baby, but let's call your mommy now okay?" I asked

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It had been two hours since Skylar ended up leaving, we had been bored out of our minds too. Randomly, we had been talking about things, never sticking on one topic. Then, "You think we ready for kids?" he asked "I know you be thinking about kids, I see how you be with skylar"

"omllllllllll why?" I said mentally.

"No" I said, I don't like where this was going but, Short answers = Short Conversations right?

"Why? you be acting all motherly with Skylar, why don't you want a kid of our own?" he said "Why are you talking about this like It's so simple?" I countered, not answering his question, not wanting to. "Because it's that easy, we not struggling, we're both healthy and fertile, don't you get lonely when I'm not here?" He asked "Okay maybe, but I don't want kids, not right now at least" I said "you talk as though it's not a whole person you wanna bring into the world, I need time". "Aight bae, I'mma give you time" was all he said.

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A few days later, we ended up back on the subject, we were in the bedroom, when Mikey decided he wanted to go live randomly.

"Wassup y'all?" He said as people started joining the live.

The views and comments flooded the live before barely any time could've passed.

Mikeyyyyyy😖 a comment read.

Idc what y'all say y/n and mikey look good tgt💅🏽 another one read.

"Period" I replied after reading it aloud, doing a little swipe under my chin. Mikey laughed at my antics and laid his head on my lap, as my back pressed against the headboard.

Bronny✨: what y'all on tdy?

"We just chilling" Mikey responded shrugging.

Randomuser234: Ooouuuuu Q&A??

Mikey look at me as if asking whether or not I was willing and I nodded in response.

"Aight y'all send ya questions" Mikey said