SOUR ; PUNZ

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melodies, bridges, more chops, recording again. it gets tiring. i got home after 7 hours in the studio. i was truly putting my all into my music and i was so happy about it

i was laying down on the couch when i got a facetime from karl. i answered instantly.

"hey what's up?"

"what are you doing right now?" he asked

"trying to get energy to stand, why?"

"can punz and i come over? we are bored"

"yeah i don't care" i answered while getting up.

"thank youuuu" he said before hanging up. well damn. i threw my phone on the couch and turned on my record player before going to my room.

i opened all of my blinds and looked out into the city. i loved this place. so much.

i looked over at my desk where my set up was. it was a backup in case my good one broke. honestly i used my backup to play minecraft all the time.

i debated on playing minecraft but was stopped by my stomach growling.

i went into my kitchen and ate an apple while looking for something else. i decided on eatting a chicken ceaser salad

i sat on the island and ate while i hummed along to the music. i was playing reputation by taylor swift and getaway car was playing through my apartment

i saw my door knob move then the sound of keys before karl and punz walked in.

"why are you up there?" karl asked see me in my kitchen. they both came into my kitchen and sat by the island

"because i can" i said smiling down at them

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after awhile we all ended up on my couch watching the office. my head was on luke's lap as he played with my hair.

i heard karl take a picture but i didn't care. i was enjoying the attention i was getting.

"why is nick calling me?" punz asked looking at his phone.

"answer it" i said. he did and put it on speaker.

"yo" punz said going back to playing with my hair

"so really? just stealing my girl? you know she is probably just using you right? she doesn't actually like you" he said.

i went onto my phone to find that karl posted the photo on his private twitter

"watch your fucking mouth dude" punz said

"NO! she is a whore dude. and you are such a bad person to hook up with my girl"

"she hasn't been your girl for awhile nick. she isn't a whore, and we never hooked up"

i got up and went to my recording room. i closed the door and say down at the piano

i was so tired of being treated this way. a tear slipped down my face and i softly played the chords. then another. and another. i ended up playing traitor

the song truly took everything i needed to say and made it work. i heard punz and nick arguing from the other room

it randomly got quiter as i became louder to block them out. the tears just came and went and the seconds went on.

it hurt, honestly.

as i finished the song i looked down at the keys and sighed before grabbing my guitar. i started playing the melody harris played me today.

"you found someonе more exciting, the nеxt second, you were gone."

"and you left me there cryin, wonderin what i did wrong" did i actually do something wrong to him or am i crazy?

"and you always say i'm never satisfied but i don't think that's true" i did everything in my power to be enough for him. we can't all win i guess.

"cause all i ever wanted was to be enough for you. yeah all i ever wanted was to be enough for you" that's all i ever wanted. why couldn't i just be enough.

i kept the melody going but stopped singing. shit i need to remember all of that. i started writing down what i wrong.

thank the lord for good memory. i played it over to make sure it sounded right.

"that would be a great chorus" i spoke to myself wiping my tears. i grabbed my old phone to record while i worked on verses and such

music was really the only thing keeping me here. luke walked into the room as i was just strumming.

"hey," he started closing the door after him

"hi" i said stopping and putting my guitar down. i was laying on the couch so i sat up and he sat down too

"we aren't on talking terms right now"

"i'm sorry. this is my fault" of course i ruined their friendship. i ruin everything.

"stop doing that" he said.