new beginnings

Chapter 60

Taylor pov

I ran up to my room and packed up all of my things as fast as i could. Tears were flying freely down my face as i zipped up my bag. I took out a pen and started scribbling alison a letter. I folded it up and place it on our bed. I swiftly made it to the front door and ran our to my car and drove away as fast as i could...

Alison pov

As i was kissing emily we got lost in eachother and ended up on the couch under blankets, naked...

Next morning

I smiled as i woke up, "tay..." I mumbled. I looked over and did not see taylor. Then everything from last night came back...the kiss, the sex... I jumped up. "Oh my god." I said. Emily woke up, "hey."

"No. No hey. You need to leave emily. Like now. If taylor finds out she will be broken. Last night was a mistake. Go please." I said worried that taylor saw.

"Alison relax. She probably didn't." She put her hand on my thigh but i removed it, "this doesn't change anything. You still hurt me. Just go..." I said as tears welled in the back of my eyes.

"Okay...i'm sorry. I really am alison. I'm not giving up on us. I love you." She kissed my cheek and left.

I sighed and ran upstairs to taylor's room...it's empty. "Tay?" I called. Nothing. I looked in the drawers and the closet. nothing.

I looked behind me and saw a note. I picked it up and opened it,

Dear alison,

I know that you probably don't even care but i just wanted to tell you that i'm leaving. I'm going to go to LA again to my house. So don't look for me. I know you were with emily and i saw you kissing her. I get it, your love story is epic but after all she did, i didn't think you'd go back to her...and cheat on me while you were at it. I'm not trying to be harsh but now i know what it feels like to be broken. You made me fall so madly in love with you and when i saw you with her, my heart was ripped right out of my chest. Don't bother looking for me because i don't want to be even more broken when i see you. I am going to focus more on my career. I am getting back into my music and i am not going to be your model anymore. I hope you will be happy with emily. I just never thought that we'd have a last kiss...not like this. I wish you happiness. Goodbye alison,

Love always,

Taylor

I was in tears by the time i finished reading the note. She left me...she knows i cheated on her...i broke taylor swift's heart...what is wrong with me? She was so good to me, so delicate. She treated me like a princess. She put me on a throne. And i ripped her heart apart...i'm so stupid...

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taylor pov

i was on my private jet when i got a phone call...mackenzie.

i sighed and answered

(m-mackenzie t-taylor)

t-hello?

m-taylor?

t-hey pumpkin. what's up?

m-why did you leave?

i could tell she was upset. i sighed,

t-i didn't leave because i wanted to babes. i left because of your mother.

m-what did she do?

i sighed.

t-you should ask her sweetie. i will always love you okay? no matter how far apart we are okay? i love you and ty very much. it just didn't work out.