why would you ever kiss me?

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“Ummmmmm” willow said.

“O-O-oh. Sorry um bye guys” amity waves and walks away.

“Yeah bye guys” luz walks in a different direction. Towards me.

“I… am…. so, so, so, so sorry. I should've at least called you,” she said to me. Her eyes were full of worry.

“Hey, no, I get it. It's okay,” I said. I held my arms out for a hug. She didnt hesitate to hug me. “Buuuuut, where were you?” i asked, pulling the hug apart.

“So….” she laughed “long story. Come on,” she grabbed my hand and dragged me outside to a bench. We sat down and she started explaining.

“You look tired,” she said out of the blue.

“I was up all night worrying about you,” I said. That wasn't exactly a lie. I wasn't necessarily worrying about her, more less thinking of her and staring at pictures of her on my phone with a bit of worrying in the mix.

“Here” she patted her lap “take a nap. You need sleep” she said.

//A/N: the funny thing is it's 1:17 in the morning while i'm typing this. I need sleep but i cant fall asleep. Anyway back to this crap//

“O-okay,'' I said hesitantly. “B-but first”

"you'll have to forgive me once again"

i am going to regret this.

I started leaning in.

“B-bocha?”

….

I kissed her only to be pushed away gently by luz. “Bocha. I’m sorry, but-”

“You don't feel the same way” I finished her sentence. Tears crept at my eyes. “I understand… I mean… who would like me. Who would kiss me? Why would you ever kiss me?” my voice cracked riaght before I ran away in tears.

That was so stupid. I'm up against amity for titan’s sake. I facepalmed myself. I fell to the ground. I slammed both my fist to the ground.

“STUPID!!!! STUPID!!!! STUPID!!!! STUPID!!!! STUPID!!!! STUPID!!!!” i screamed at the top of my lungs. Thats all i am is stupid and ugly.

“STUPID!!!! UGLY!!!! STUPID!!!! UGLY!!!! STUPID!!!! UGLY!!!! STUPID!!!! UGLY!!!! STUPID!!!! UGLY!!!!” I ran to my house with one objective in mind.

im not even half as pretty