𝐇𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞, 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭..

Chapter 25

TW: MCD

PAIN, HEARTBREAK, I CRIED, PAIN, ANGST, WHY DID I DO THIS, DID I MENTION PAIN? OH YEAH, PAINNNN

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but 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒆... 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔..

"Sykkuno?" Corpse asked, as he felt a change in him. "Sykkuno, you okay, babe?". Sykkuno gasped softly as Corpse broke their hug to look him in the eyes. "Sy, what's wrong? Why? What's happening? Why is this happening?!" he screamed, rain hit his face as burning tears started to fall out of his eyes.

Sykkuno couldn't speak. He wasn't coughing or throwing up any flowers. But he wasn't getting any air, he was weak. With no strength left, he collapsed to the ground. Corpse made sure to go down with him, holding his body close.

"Sykkuno?" he asked, "Hey, Sy!" Corpse shook him, "Just look at me, talk to me, wake up.. Babe?"

Corpse's face turned into one of anguish as he felt the way his body gave out entirely, without warning. "Hey, no!" he said, pulling Sy up to him, "Babe! Baby, please, c'mon stop playing. This isn't funny!"

"Sykkuno!" Corpse repeated, as sobs shook from inside him, "Sykkuno! Sykkuno, you can't- you can't fcking die Sykkuno. You can't fcking die! I've got you! i'm here! Don't! Just don't! You can't die.." he held him close, kissing his forehead as he rocked him. He looked down to see his face. His eyes were shut, he looked angelic and peaceful as a faint smile was now permanent on his lips. But where Corpse was, was anything but peaceful. "Sykkuno, I love you, I love you. I swear to god, I love you more that life itself! I love you, you need to be okay. Why? Why are they taking you away from me? I love you, I do Sykkuno. I love you." he sobbed.

Corpse screamed agonizingly how much he loved him, until his voice broke, until blood bubbled up in his throat. The tears dripping off his face as he looked up to as the universe why they took him away from him? Why? Why,when he knew he loved him and only him? He cursed himself for pushing his feelings away to protect their friendship, and cursed himself for not noticing how much Sykkuno loved him. Cursed himself for ruining the love they could have had. Corpse stayed there until the ambulance came, but he never stopped screaming to the world how much he loves his soulmate, Sykkuno.

𝑺𝒚𝒌𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉.. 𝑺𝒚𝒌𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉.

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B͟R͟E͟A͟K͟I͟N͟G͟ ͟N͟E͟W͟S͟
TEENAGE BOY DIES DURING SCHOOL DANCE
the disease of unrequited love

John's acc:
(posts a screenshot of the news)
sykkuno was fcking more than that but okay
COMMENT:
@Jodi- how did they even get a picture of him??
@Bret- i hate this, why the fck
@Toast- they got it from his social media.. His mom didn't give any consent to this

Groupchat
Rae- Jack who are you picking up?
Jack- Bret, Toast, Peter and you
Jack- John said he'd go with Jodi and Corpse
John- i got Jodi, I just need to get Corpse now
Toast- have you heard from him?
John- no, not since it happened
John- do you think he saw my post?
Bret- it doesn't matter
Bret- lets just not talk about it
Bret- i'll see everyone there.

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"𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆!" 𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒆𝒅, "𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑!", 𝑺𝒚𝒌𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒐 𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒍𝒚.
"𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒕!"
"𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆, 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚!" 𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒍𝒆𝒅, 𝒘𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒌.
"𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅!" 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒊𝒕𝒔. 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆. "𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝑯𝒖𝒔𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒅, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆'𝒔! 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆."
"𝑵𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕." 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒅, 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒍𝒚. 𝑺𝒚𝒌𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒈 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆, 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔.
"𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕." 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅. 𝑺𝒚𝒌𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔. "𝑾𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆. 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚, 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚."
𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒓, 𝒕𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒌. "𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖." 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅, 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒂𝒄. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒂 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔. 𝑯𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍. 𝑯𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒂𝒔𝒑, 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒑𝒔𝒆'𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒅.