Day by day
and night by night
we were together
all else
has long been forgotten
by me-Walt whitman
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Bakugou's pov
I had gone to school. But it wasn't the same. No one was yelling or talking. Deku was hanging out with his friends but i'm sure they were talking about Y/n. Everyone seemed gloomy. "Yea she even figured out my biggest secrete." Deku said to his group. "She apologized for not telling me about what was going on, ribbit!" I heard across the classroom.The others nodded. I refused to read mine although i had read everyone else's. The fear of not being able to stop the tears was scary. The thought alone sent shivers down my spine. Most of the extras in the class were even missing. The ones that hung around her the most like jirou and pink cheeks were gone. A few others parents might have not even wanted there kids to go to school. I can imagine the parents that are terrified and blaming UA.
The day was slow and exhausting. "Due to everything that has happened there won't be class for the next few days. Enjoy your break." Aizawa dismissed the class for the day and everyone slumped out of there chairs and walked out. Bakugou wasn't stupid, he knew something was wrong with y/n he just couldn't bring himself to ask her. It ended up costing her life.
"Bakubro!" My head snapped around. "Shitty hair? What do you want?" I ignored his eyesight in fear of him seeing my red puffy eyes. "I just want you to know that you can talk to me. You and y/n were close so i understand if her.. death affected you more then anyone." I turned my head and kept walking. Leaving the red head all by himself.
If the day couldn't get any worse... I see y/n's mom standing getting fruit. It was a small stand outside of a supermarket. She turned and gasped when she saw me. "You! I- Hate you! My little girl.." She slapped me. "Mrs l/n.." She started banging her fists on my chest. "She had this dumb disease! over you! And if she never went on that date she would be alive!" She threw her hands in the air.
She had all the right to be angry, she had lost her little girl. "Don't. I don't ever wanna see your face.." Her pointer finger was against my chest jabbing it into me harshly. She turned her head and walked to go pay.
"I'm sorry." I let out. She stopped but didn't face me. "I know you are. And i'm sorry to. She really-... Actually it's not my place to say anything. I hope to see you at the funeral bakugou." She started to walk again, had she forgiven me? Did she take her anger out on me?
I was left there surprised in a way. Maybe i was left a little hurt. I continued to walk stumbling a few times, tears started to weld up in my eyes. I wanted to scream, to let everything go..
I threw open my front door. "Oh kastuki.. We're getting takeout tonight." My old hag poked her head out through the kitchen."Ok. I'm- I'm going to my room don't bother me. I'm not hungry either." I stuttered taking a few steps to my room. Normally may old hag would have yelled at me. I got to my room the door was shut like i left it.
I threw the door open letting it slam on the way back. I was furious things weren't in my control and i hated it. I wanted to be a hero but couldn't even save my own crush.
The only thing i could think of was letting out my anger. I went to my window and threw it open. My fists were clenched (like these booty cheeks) "SHIT!" I dragged my hands through the desk in my room throwing everything that was on it flying. My pencils hit the wall my papers were slowly falling down.
Wait, the letter shit. Panic set in it was on my desk. I spun around catching site of a paper flying out of my window. "NO!" I ran to the window. surely it wasn't her letter.
I squinted my eyes and read the wording "Bakugou <3" It was her letter..
It was following the slightest of breeze that was flowing it through the wind.
I ran to my door throwing it open and running to the front door. "Katsuki?" My moms voice was heard from the kitchen. "Katsuki!" I was already out the door running to the last area i saw the letter at.
That letter was a chance to learn her true feelings, why didn't i read it sooner..? My legs weren't in my control and everything felt hazy my breath was even becoming ragged.
I turned the corner seeing a piece of paper flying in the air. There it was. Even with the patter of my heart and soreness in my legs i pushed faster.
The letter was just in my grasp. In fact it was falling down the breeze wasn't strong. I bent down to pick it up. My fingers were so close but the wind was faster. The letter went up in the air spinning then flowing in a random direction. "H-How.." I let out before jogging after it.
i didn't feel any breeze.. So why did it fly away?
"Please!" I yelped out as i stumbled but not falling. It was like the letter was teasing me.. As soon as i would get close to it, it would fly off again. The letter was coming to a slow again. But the area was different. It was just a plain sidewalk he had been stumbling on it was a park. There wasn't any kids, it was a small playground with a bench facing it. The playground seemed familiar but i couldn't think of where i had seen it at before.
The letter slowed and softly and perfectly fell on the bench. "What..?" I whispered and sat next to the letter. "Are you done?" I faced the letter mentally face palming at how i talked to a piece of paper.
I grabbed it taking a deep breath in. I unfolded the letter seeing her classic handwriting. I stopped myself from reading it. Soft tears fell from my eyes. The tears weren't going to stop anytime soon. My breathing became uneven and mixed. I looked down at the unfolded letter catching my breath.
I love you, Katsuki. -Y/n
I couldn't believe it..
She loved me..
And I loved her too.OMG FINNALYY IM SO SORRY TO THE PEOPLE THAT HAD TO WAIT FOR SUCH A SHITTY ENDING. ILL BE DOIGN ADD ONS FROM AFTER THIS BUT THIS IS IT! THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR ALL THE VIEWS IM SO EXICTED AND HANKFUL. THIS IS THE END finally lol! AGAIN ILL BE ADDITN EXTRA CHAPTERS FROM AFTER THIS AND FROM Y/NS GHOST PRESPECTIVETHANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING! I LOVE YOU ALL MWAH <3

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Fanfiction⚠️Contains blood/death⚠️ I don't remember much after that. Sensei took me to the hospital. When I woke up they told me.. I had hanahaki disease. I really am pathetic. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Y/n went to U.A in hopes of becoming a hero. Things do...