Just a couple weeks ago I had my best/worst baby shower ever. It's still hard to believe I'm engaged now!
I mean, having a baby and getting married?? I'm set for life.
"So I guess you secured the bag huh?" Brittany laughed. "Come on Brit, you know what me and Lamelo have is real. Fuck the money." I rolled my eyes.
"Well yeah girl, but money is everything!" She said.
"That's YOUR everything. MY everything is Lamelo and my daughter. We live in two different universes." I said.
"Whatever, you do you girl." She snickered.
Pj then came out from the kitchen to give us some lemonade.
"Damn girl! That's a whole rock right there! And just for engagement?" Pj said grabbing my hand.
I wanted to snatch my hand away but I admired it. I was something Pj couldn't have and Lamelo could.
Like I was "Limited Edition."
I do have to admit, the ring was definitely a lot for an engagement ring.
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"I guess Lamelo beat me to it huh?" Pj laughed. I shot him a dirty look knowing we were right in front of his girlfriend.
"Come on Pj, stop." I said.
"Yeah Ronnie, I think it's about time you leave." Brittany said with attitude. "I don't know what all of 'this' is, but I don't like it." She said pointing at me and Pj.
"Brit, it's literally not like that. I'm engaged with a baby on the way. Do you really think I have time for all that?" I said.
Brittany narrowed her eyes at me. "Well obviously the situation with Lonzo and Ingram, you seem to always have time." She said.
"Fine." I said getting up. "Pj has always been like this, you're just blind Brit."
"She's lying babe. You know I'd never cheat on you." Pj said giving me a nasty look.
"I know." Brittany said looking me up and down. "Just a home wrecker doing her job."
Was she out of her damn mind?? Her man goes out of his way to flirt with me , and I'm the home wrecker?? Baby, the home was already wrecked.
I guess I've got Lonzo and Denise number two right here in Charlotte.
I went home to Lamelo and ranted to him about everything.
"You gotta calm down babe, I don't wanna almost lose the baby again." He said concerned.
"Sorry." I said. "It's just so hard not to with all the shit that joes down."
"I know." He said. "But you still gotta control that."
I took Lamelo's word but still kept thinking about it all.
Why am I in such a bad circle?? What did I do to deserve this?? Everyone loves me, the next day I'm a bitch, hoe, home wrecker, I've heard it all.
I just wish everything can be different. I don't wanna be worshipped but I deserve some damn respect, I'm not anyone's Bitch.
