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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
Warnings: trans!benji, mentions of bullying
Victors pov
I woke up this morning feeling relaxed as I usually do.
I pulled the covers off of me and got up to go shower
As I washed my hair as I thought about Benji
Last night Benji and I had a little date night on my bed because neither of us felt like going anywhere special
We ate food and watched movies most of the night
It was fun...
Anyways
I stepped out of the shower
Dried off
Put some new clothes on then went back into my bedroom
I went to wake up Benji when I realized there was a red stain on the bedsheets
Fuck
Benjis started his period
I always felt bad for him whenever he got it
He would sit and cry sometimes begging just to be what he considered normal
It hurt him.
And it hurt me to see him hurting so badly as well
"Baby" I gently shook him and he groaned, pushing me away "hey..come on, wake up" I said rubbing his shoulder
He slowly sat up and when he realized the blood, he panicked
"Oh my gosh. Victor, I'm so sorry. I-" I stopped him "hey. Relax. It's okay, baby" I told him "why don't you go take a shower. I'll bring you some fresh clothes and I'll change the sheets" he looked at me with tears in his eyes
I helped him out of the bed and lead him into the bathroom.
I turned the water on and made sure it was warm enough for him
"There you go" I said and kissed his forehead before walking out of the bathroom
I took the sheets off the bed placing them on the floor before I grabbed one of my sweaters and a pair of his sweatpants and his boxers before I went into the bathroom again
"Baby, I got you some clean clothes. There are some pads and tampons under the sink for when you need them, alright" I told him grabbing his dirty clothes to put those in the wash "thank you" he said with a hint of sadness in his voice "I'm gonna go make breakfast, I love you" I smiled not really expecting an answer so when I didn't get one I closed the door quietly
I grabbed the sheet from off the floor and threw it in the washing machine along with his clothes before starting his breakfast.
After I finished I realized he didn't even come downstairs yet which was odd because he always came down here after he was done doing what he needed to do in the morning.
"Benji" I called up the steps
When I got no response I walked upstairs and back into my room to find him sitting on my bed with his knees to his chest and he was crying
"Benji? what's wrong?" I said wrapping my arms around his smaller frame "Everyone always feels the need to tell me I'll never going be a real man because I still get my period and because of my Chromosomes and it just tears me apart inside. I worked hard to get to where I am in my transition and everyone just has to bring me down." He sobbed into my shoulder
"Don't worry some people just don't understand that there's a difference between sex and gender. You'll always be a man in my eyes, Benji, and it doesn't matter if you get a period or not and it doesn't bother me nor should it bother other people because it's your life not theirs. People are always gonna be ignorant and transphobic in life, but you can let that break you. Being you is all that matters..." I told him as I rocked him back and forth as he cried
"I feel like such a freak. What man gets a period?" He cried "Benji, there are plenty of men Who are in the same position that you're in right now." I said "so many people have been bullying me at school because of it, victor. No one likes me" he said pulling away from me and wiping his eyes "I like you. Actually. I love you...with all my heart. There are many people out there that like you, just because a few people don't like you doesn't mean the whole world doesn't, you know" I pushed his hair back and he giggled
"I love you too, Victor" he smiled for the first time this morning, which made me smile "ugh, I love every single thing about you, you're literally perfect, with no flaws at all. Like, look at you. Your smile is perfect." I kissed his lips "You're eyes are perfect" I kissed his temple "your hair is perfect-" I kissed the top of his head and he stopped me before I could say anything else "okay, okay, I get it...I'm" he paused for a second "perfect just the way I am" my smile widened "yes you are. Now come on I made you some chocolate chip pancakes with some strawberries" I pulled him up from the bed and brought him downstairs where we ate and then cuddled for the rest of the day
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I had no idea what I was talking about in this chapter sorry if it sucked 😗✌️
Also, I just realized there are no steps in victors house...anyways, just ignore that
