Songs and Poetry

Giving in

Giving In

Something is dying

(My lungs are begging for me to scream)

I need to distract myself from the pain

(I'll soon freeze and disintegrate)

Can you please go back in time for me?

(These memories won't burn away from my mind)

*Every wall is closing in around me

A suffocating vice around my neck

Everything holding me together is falling away

And all these stabs of betrayal are adding up

** My soul is dying

(Voicing my need to feel alive)

So easy to just give up

(But still I want to live my life

Curled up as his death replays

(Ripping myself apart inside)

Don't help me, I'm just fine

(Please help me even when I say otherwise)

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Sick of the nightmares

And breaking down every time I remember him die

I wanna stop this pathetic wreck I've become

He's dead but I want to kill the ghost haunting my mind

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(Please help me even when I say otherwise)