Show me how to love

12.

Nae pov
Ok I know I have been being a bitch but I have my reasons and then this little bitch pulled the last straw "Ummm who the fuck are you talking to" because she got smart with Mari because she is trying to

fuck with siah "little girl mind your business ain't nobody was talking to you" ok so this bitch doesn't value her life ok note taken

Mari pov
So Nae spoke up and tried to defend me but the girl got smart to Nae and she didn't say anything else but Nae always has on jewelry and she started to take off all of it then I looked over and so was Quanie ah fuck they about to jump

this girl "now bitch I'm an ask you again who the FUCK are you talking to" Nae said as she moved the table a little bit to give her and her sister more room to get up quickly "little girl wasn't nobody talking to you now get the fuck back before I slap

you bit-" and before she could finish her sentence Nae punch her in the mouth and quanie followed they were about to kill this girl so I pulled Nae off and siah pulled quanie off and we took them outside "dumbass bitch talking

dumb and your breath stank oh dumb ass hoe" "little stupid bitch" Nae and quanie said going back and forth calling the girl all types of dumb bitches but anyways I just ask "do y'all wanna go somewhere else to eat or like wassup" Nae

looked at me stupid and said "well no shit" I just scuffed and rolled my eyes because I'm sick of her attitude by now I'm trying to be nice but it's not working we have tried everything but like I said we are just going to talk when we get home but

anyways we talked and agreed to go to a 24 hour diner *time jump* we got back in the car after eating and then we rode in silence listen to kehlani escape what I have learn about Nae is that's she likes to be calm for the most part but I think

it's time for me and siah to pick her brain I mean we know some stuff but not a lot because all we do is chill and fuck I wanna get serious

Nae POV
Ok so I guess it's has gone on long enough but the reason I've been acting like a bitch is because I'm falling in love with siah and Mari I know y'all are probably thinking well if you love them why be mean and try to push them away well it's

because of my ex I thought he love me but really he took advantage of me because I was young we met when I was 12 and stop messing with each other a year ago he change me for the worst I feel like I

shouldn't went through pain and attachment that early in life and I matured way to fast and then the stuff he did was just a bad person and the reason I have so many tattoos I got tattoos to remind me

that I am strong and don't need anyone and I moved out young because my mindset and age don't really match up my mom and dad are ok with me living with my sister and my cousin as long as I keep my grades up and take care of my depression and as far as my tattoos

and piercings go she couldn't stop me because I already got them what she gone do erase them but I do have to talk to the boy eventually so we pulled up to the house and they went in mine because I guess there friend were still at his house even though it's almost 1:00 in the

morning but aye not my house but I was about to walk to my room until I heard "aye come here" I turn around and look at Mari because he was the one who said it "what wassup" I said looking confused

Quanie already made her way to bed so it was just us in the living room "why are you talking like you hate us what did we do" siah said looking hurt and it made me feel bad if only they knew it wasn't them "I don't know what you mean" "yes tf you do you were shooting slick

comments all day yelling,and you fought so what the fuck you mean" Mari said looking like he was about to flip shit "listen I don't know wtf your talking about you know how I acted when you first met me y'all ask me to be with y'all not the other way around I'm not changing for

anyone and I'm fine just the way I am and if you don't like it you can leave" I said getting angry and emotional at the same time "we never ask you to change stop putting word in our mouth nobody said anything like that but you if

your scared of committing just fucking say that and stop wasting all of our time" "well if you feel like I'm waiting you time get the fuck out nobody stopping you" I said getting more and more emotional I love them but I couldn't show that they got me weak it took years for me to become this confident and

independent I'm not changing myself for another guy and they have to except that I'm damn sure not perfect and I never said I was trying to be but the way I act right now I feel as though I am perfectly fine and anyone can kiss my ass if

they feel any different "why are you pushing us away we didn't do anything but try to show you love" siah said with red eyes like he was about to cry "you know what if she don't want us that perfectly fine we out fuck outta here" and they left

and slammed the door and I fell to the ground "uhh this is going to hurt in the morning"