Show me how to love

33.

1 month later
Nae pov
*beep beep beep*
Uhhhhhh I'm about to just skip today I don't have time for school today this has been the hardest month of my life Avion started talking to this boy from our gym class his name is khari he's a really

sweet boy and I'm happy for ace he deserves better than what I was doing to him it didn't hit me until a few weeks ago I was using ace in a fucked up way and it took a toll on his feelings to and I did apologize to him and then Aja  I don't talk to her

as much as I use to because she is always with her boyfriend and her boyfriend is always around nissiah and Amari and that's a problem within itself and then I don't talk to anybody in my house anymore Quanie is mad at me because she

thinks I'm being childish and that I should face my problems head on and I'm just like fuck you and them problems I live with my ex's my cousin is a hoe and I'm just in a fucked up situation right now you know what let me get in the shower

and get the fuck outta this house *time jump* ok I'm out the shower I put on a black ripped jeans a navy blue polo and some navy blue dunks got my black telfer bag and my keys and went downstairs to grab something to eat right quick

since I had time I went in the kitchen and there stood mari with his Nike tech sweats on and his Travis Scott's on with no shirt or hoodie on just bare chest they have been doing that a lot lately I guess

to get my attention but I just walked around him to get to the fridge I was just going to get one of my yogurts and eat in my car but when I opened the fridge all my yogurts and my capris suns were gone I was about to spazz the fuck out like what really be wrong with these people but I'm not breaking

my silence fuck them I'll just stop and get food on my way to school and I just walked out fuck this *Time jump* I just made it to school I ate and now I'm ready for the day but I'm definitely late because it's the end of second

period so I grabbed all my stuff and headed straight for the locker room and girls where already in the including Aja "hey best what are y'all doing in here so early" "you didn't get the email" "what email" Aja pulled out her phone and went to her school email it was a email from Nissiah say we were taking a

bus to another school to play a friendly game of basketball with there jr's "nah I didn't get any emails" "we'll girl you better hurry up and change the bus will be here at 10:15" "ight good looks" all the girls started leaving the locker room and I was trying to get my duffel

bag together and get dressed at the same time but I made it out on the gym floor by 10:12 and I laid across khari,Ace,and Aja "hey little bit where you been at" "I never got the email for this class and I was already running late" "damn ma

you probably just going to have to ask him to fix that" "yeah I will but..." "ms.love can you sit up and act your age" "that that's why I don't speak to them he knows damn well I wasn't bothering him" "girl they just hurt they will get over it" "yeah yeah yeah what ever they

need to grow the hell up" "Chile anyways sooo" we all started laughing at khari goofy ass "right anyways" *time jump* we just got back from the competition we won of course we won 30/33 it's three points but we still won period and

now I'm about to pull up in front of my house the game lasted a little long because it's 4:50 we get outta school at 2:45 but I mean I guess but anyways I pulled up to the front of my house and seen a black Honda I was hella confused because

nobody in this house would drive a car like that we have jeeps, bmws ,charges ,etc but I was just like maybe Jordan has her friends over and I brushed it off and went in the house but when I went in I seen siah and mari on the couch with a girl across there lap I seen it

and tried to walk away as fast as I could but she heard the door and looked up and it was the school counselor "oh my goodness hi I'm Brooklyn your school counselor I don't know if you know me or met me" "I'm aware of who you are" she

looked taken back by my accent and tone of voice I talk "hood" when I'm upset "we'll sweetheart don't act shy because I'm here come watch this movie with me and your cousins" I looked at her stupid because for one shawty talking to

me like I'm 3 and I'm about to be 17 in two weeks and there cousin wooow cute "uhhh nah I'm ight and you can talk to me normally I'm 17 not 4 and your only like what 19/20 you look kinda slow talking to someone that's over the age of 2

like a child y'all have a good one now" and I walked into my room I forgot to close the door and just went straight to my closet and started getting undressed "NADIA" mari walked into my room looking mad as hell "I'm in my closet why are you yelling" "what was that" he

said getting all in my personal space "you can back up a little bit what was what" "you made Brooklyn upset why you had to say all that" "damn that's crazy ain't she the one that's supposed to be studying psychology if I hurt her feeling she need to stop while she's

ahead" "she just ask you a question you could have said yes or no" "she was talking to me like I was 4 so therefore I corrected her how to speak to me that's all she just sensitive and you might as well tell that baby to go home because if she thinks I'm mean she is going to kill

herself if she meets your baby mom now if you would excuse me I'm about to go hop in the shower that tournament has me kinda you know" and I pushed past him and went to take my shower