i actually caught him looking at me.
at first i thought i was making it
up. that maybe i didnt actually catch you,
but today i did.
i looked up from what i was doing
and we locked eyes. he was looking
at me.
i watched later on as his
hands were shaking. it was
slight, and i didn't comment
on it but i saw them. i wanted
to ask if you were okay.
later on we were talking.
rambling like we always do.
we ended up talking about
our families again and he said
"i bet you mine is crazier than yours"
i laughed and shrugged my
shoulders, "that's debatable"
he shook his head.
"i would get into it but that's
a lot of exposing," i shook
mine in return, "no i dont
actually care i'm just
saying". i felt happy. every
conversation we had was
nice.
we were standing around
and talking. "you look mad"
i shook my head no. i wasn't.
but how long were you looking
at me as i was looking away?
my heart swells and my
body aches when it comes to this
boy.
i just wish i could tell him that.
