she mentally cursed herself.
she had made a decision, she was
moving.
albeit, the only person,
the only thing
on her mind
was him.
she wanted to call him,
just to hear his voice.
to tell him that she decided.
she wanted him to tell her
to stay.
she wanted nothing more
but for him to
tell her to stay.
am i making the wrong
decision?
she felt guilty, almost as
if they had something.
almost.
her eyes watered as the thought
of leaving him ran through
her mind like that
of a never ending train.
white blood.
her mind fogged, glazing
over like the windshield of
a car during a heavy
rainfall.
now she had almost no
choice to talk to him.
to tell him how she feels,
although she's almost
certain he knows.
she knew, she'd never forgive
herself if she hadnt spoke
to him.
gritting her teeth, she wanted to
scream. what the hell
have i done?
