TW: Violence, strong language (like JK's thighs strong)
When I see you smile in the screen
You're good at everything
He watched her closely. He watched as her face converted in a state of happiness. When she smiled it was as if flowers had bloomed.
Y/N, the star student of her university. Jeon Jungkook would always be in wonder of her. She was good at everything.
Everyone likes her. She's kind, beautiful, smart and funny. She would always be at the top of her class, help the others while being the head of college council.
If perfection ever existed for Jeon Jungkook it would be Y/N. He wanted to get out of his life as a miserable pizza delivery boy. He wanted to be her.
You're just perfect
Feels like I've never been you
I am not perfect. When I see people look at me, I know what they're thinking about.
"She's perfection embodied in a human being"
They don't say it but I know. I know it from the way they look at me. Especially him. I wish he knew how I don't recognize the person in the mirror. I have never been her and I'll never be.
Do you even see me?
Do you know who I am?Or how do I look now?You don't like me like that~
Thump. Thump. The glass shatters. And so it begins, the daily cycle of violence and a thousand deaths at once.
"I WANTED YOU TO GET A+ IN YOUR EXAMS Y/N WHAT IS THIS SHITTY B THAT YOU GOT". Your father yelled as he held a bottle of whiskey.
"THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT,HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT I WANT'' You yell back with tears brimming in your eyes.
"UNGRATEFUL WHORE, A FUCKING UNGRATEFUL DIRTY WHORE THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE"
"AND YOU'RE A PIECE OF DRUNK SHIT, EVER SINCE MOM LEFT YOU CHANGED INTO THIS REPULSIVE MONSTER"
And with that your father lunged towards you. But faith had some other plans, the doorbell rang. You ran towards the door with a prayer on your lips, thanking that the pizza was here.
You flung the door opened only to find him standing at your doorstep, listening to everything that just occurred inside with wide doe eyes.
"Come and tell me so much, beautiful heart
Oh I'm gonna listen to you"Please"
Smack. Smack. The pizza is flung in the air. And so it begins, the daily miserable life of delivery boy Jeon Jungkook.
"JK DELIVER THIS TO Y/A" Jin yelled as he popped the pizza in the oven. (Y/A stands for your address).
Jungkook wondered how life came down to this. It all began when his trash of a father decided to walk out of their lives. Since then, it's been his mother and him working as a delivery boy to support them.
As he approached the house, he could hear voices distinctively. Sensing trouble, JK wondered if he should skip this house and go back to Jin's pizza palace. (lol Jinhit who).
With a sinking feeling in his heart , he heard everything. Each and every word. He didn't want to be Y/N's decalcomania anymore. Everything blurred as he rang the doorbell. The door flung open.
Y/N watched him with a stricken face. She knew. She knew that he heard every word. Her secret was out. The whole world turned upside down. She looked at him with tear filled eyes. An unspoken conversation flowed between them.
"Do you even see me? Do you know who I am? Or how do I look now? You don't like me like this now do you? Do you still want to be my Decalcomania Jungkook?"
"Come and tell me so much Y/N, I'm gonna listen to you "
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A/N
Well this was shit. Any feedbacks?
I chose to write this because we all know someone who seems to be perfect. But you never know what someone is going behind the scenes.
I look at Jungkook and think that he's so perfect and good at everything. Later, I got to know the struggles he faces.
Let's not judge anyone. Let's be kind to one another.
Let that sink in (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
Signing out
Hobi ( ͡°❥ ͡°)
(Yes you can call me that)
YOU ARE READING
•BTS Imagines•
RandomCum read the A/N you'll understand ( ͡°❥ ͡°). The title is pretty self- explanatory
