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Another Chapter my Crownies❤️
I hope you like it!I see some of you started understanding Sunghoons side more..maybe he isn't as bad as we thought or..maybe even worser?
Enjoy!+Happy 40 Chapters!

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I looked up into the boys eyes.He waited with the others for Sunoo..wait...in what room am I?
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Sunghoon

I saw Sunoo lying in his bed,sleeping while these stuff attached on him.

"I-im sorry."I whispered,ready to leave the room when the unknown boy held my shoulder."I heared the argument,I mean I think everyone could hear it in this hospital.."

I sighed and bowed while apologising another time.

"M' Jake!Sunghoon right?.."The boy named Jake asked me and I nodded.
"Before you leave,can I ask you something?"

I nodded.

"Why do you hate Sunoo?"

I was taken aback by this sudden question..I don't..I do..I wouldn't say it hate him but...

Flashback
6 months ago

"I can't do this dad!They make me sick!All lovely-dovey!"I was nearly about to cry infront of my father.

He sat down."I told you they just used you."

"But Ddeonu didn't do any-"

My dad slapped me across the face.He glared at me so I shut my mouth completely.

"Son they just used you to get closer.You think Sunoo likes you?He hates you like everyone else.He wants to ruin your career completely."he laughed about me and my behaviour.

Is it true?They hate me?Mom hates me?Even D-ddeonu?

"If you don't make them regret it,I will do it."

My dad left the place leaving me speechless.

I'm sorry that I disappointed everyone in my life...

Flashback end

"I just hate him."I lied in Jake's face."Back there you were going crazy just for Sunoo.You really hate him or do you try to protect yourself?"

Fuck how is he so good in knowing what I really feel and think?Is he a human?

"Ha!You hesitate!I knew it!"he said in a quiet voice..it made him look like a adorable,handsome,cute,handsome,again handsome puppy...

What am I thinking?!

I let my tears com back when I thought about how much I needed to hurt Sunoo.I got used to get mean to him that I didn't realised that it all was my fault.

What is wrong with me?Should I just leave for forever?Should I never come back?Should I..die?

„Huhu"Jake waved his hand onfront of my face."Tell me the truth,you should at least say it now after what you did."

Why is he so nice to me?I hurt him do much..

„I don't h-hate him.."

„Are you scared of something then?"Jake asked me and flopped down on the chair,pointing at the other one next to him.

I looked at Sunoo before I sat down."See you are worried.You must be scared.Sunoo-shii is fine,he needs to rest at least 2 more days until he can go home."

Jake out of the sudden took on of my hands."My brother used to be like you.His name was..D-da.."

He took a long breath."Daehwi.."

„He was very distancing to me,I mean he didn't did stuff you did to Sunoo but..Daehwi had a time he bad-mouthed me everywhere.He bullied me in school and after I meet Jay,my friend,Jay talked to him about it just to find out that Daewhi tried to protect me from other bullies.They threatened him very badly to stab me,kick me,more and more.."

I listened closely.I mean..I don't want father to hurt him...thats why I hu-

„How do you know my feelings?"I asked him.Everything he said was the same I did..not exactly the same but very similar.

„I just think you can't be that mean.I came here from australia a year ago and I actually saw you on TV before.I just think everyone has a good heart."He said and smiled at me.

He smiled at himselfs."I hope
you know what you think of yourself.You did really bad stuff."

I nodded ashamed.

The door opened."Yea doctor,thank you for checking up on him later.See ya then."a boy said as he walked in.

"Oh my gawd.GET OU-"Jake rushed to him and his mouth closen.Jay...

Jay muffled some stuff before Jake released his hand."Calm down!"

"What is he doing here?Why are you cry-"

"Are you alright?"Jay asked me.

I hide my tears and made my way to the door."Thank you Jake..I hope..You and Daewhi are happy now.."