•SEATMATES• JUNMYEON FF

•Chapter 41•

Y/N's P.O.V ~

When we were together, time used to fly like a wave of wind and we just couldn't get enough of it.

Now that he is away, it feels like time has freezed.

After Junmyeon left, Tanmi and Kyunghee have been coming over alot because I don't go out much.

Junmyeon texts me daily atleast once to check on me and tells me to enjoy and not ignore everything happening here. Everytime we talk he says he is fine. The only question of mine he can't answer is "When are you coming back?"

Today it's exactly one month from the day he left. One month of not seeing him face to face, a month without his smile, his jokes..him.

I never thought I'll be this lovesick for someone! But here I am, everything is doleful and gloomy for me because the one who brights my days isn't here.

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"Yah! You won't go out today as well?",Tanmi shouted.

"I don't feel like going out.. ", I mumbled looking down.

"Stop being like this! Junmyeon hasn't gone to Mars! He will come back soon!", Tanmi tried to cheer me.

"You have been saying this to her almost everyday. Did she change? No right. She has decided to just miss him and has forgotten about us as well. Don't waste your energy Tanmi", Kyunghee said, coldly.

"That's not true.. ", I replied.

"I just don't feel like doing anything...I do appreciate everything you guys do for me but it's just that.. am.. sorry for being.. being a bad friend", I cried.

"Yah Pabo! It's not about you being a bad friend! It's just that it hurts us too, seeing you sad everyday. We miss the old you who used to smile alot and hangout with us!", Kyunghee explained patting my back while Tanmi came running to squeeze us into a trio hug.

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Junmyeon's P.O.V ~

"We'll be conducting the surgery tomorrow, the patients condition can't be controlled with medicines anymore." the doctor informed.

"Okay Doctor. I'll do the formalities needed as soon as possible!", Appa replied.

I sat there holding Eomma, who was sobbing hard.

Halmoni's condition was getting a little better but all of a sudden it worsened.

It's been more than a month we are here. Things haven't been easy, Halmoni suffered alot in the beginning so Eomma and I were always in the hospital. Even when she was getting better we spend most of our time in hospital with her.

I would be lying if I say am okay. I left my friends and Y/N there.. so much is left. I want to see her.. look at her smiling face and I want to make sure she is happy. Even though she tells me everyday that she's okay, I know she is not! I want everything to go back to normal. I hope tomorrow's surgery will be successful.

I want to see my Halmoni  healthy and fine again.

I want to go back and see her too.
I miss her.