Weston De University what really does it mean? yan parati bumabagabag sa 'kin.
I have one goal why do wanted to entered that University not because of my protection but because what I planted to.
May life is a mess hindi ko alam 'kong saan ako lulugar, kung saan ba dapat ako nararapat? Ano kaya ang kahihinatnan ko? When I started to lay may foot on that University
"Mahuhulog kadin sakin not that soon, but not that long." mahinal usal ko habang tinitignan 'yong magandang likod ng isang hambog, paki-elamiro at wala'ng hiyang lalaking 'yon. Nakamasid pa din 'yung mga mata ko habang papalayo siya. Then he suddenly drag that nerd girl at hinalikan 'yon. Nakaramdam ako ng galit but I don't know why?
Papaalis na sana ako ng bigla nalang naghiyawan sa bandang asan si Vandish with that nerd na hinalikan niya.
Sa bilis kung tinignan kung saan 'yong ingay ay 'yon din ng bilis kung papaano niya sinampal 'yung babae. Nakaramdam ako ng awa at the same time galit sa kanya.
"You're not a good kisser how dare you!" napamaang ako sa narinig ko. Kita ko kung pano tumulo ang luha mula sa mata ng babae.
"Ash------ How dare you?," turo ko kay Vandish ng makalapit ako. "How dare you kiss that girl without her permission? Then sasabihin mo she's not a good kisser? Tss. Kapal mo din no!?" walang pasabi sabing tinalikuran niya nalang ako na para bang walang narinig.
Dali dali kung hinabol 'yung mga kamay niya at hinila 'yon palapit sakin na diko napansing mawawalan ako ng control sa sarili na naging dahilan ng pagkatumba at naging sanhi ng pagkayakap ko sa kanya.
"Ops, tell me if you want hug or even kiss hindi mo na kailangan 'yong gantong moves, luma!" ha! luma tangina e sa nawalan lang ako ng control sa sarili ko.
"Kapal!" at walang sabi sabing tinalikuran ko siya. I don't know kong bakit ko nagawa 'yon pero ang isang alam ko lang ang lakas ng pintig sa bandang dibdib ko. I almost run out of breath.
I entered knowing my goal but, now I don't even what my goal is? Until unti-unting nag-iiba at unti unti naring nagbago ang paaralan. A lot of disaster happened. Hindi disaster para sa kanila kundi disaster para sakin.
I hide all what I am pero diko inaasahan there is someone who knows me more than I know my self. What would happened to me? Sino ang tao'ng 'yon?
Teardrops of my guitar is a love that I the only knew. I was loving him without knowing it. I thought it was just a crush didn't mean in falling without someone catching.
I Anya Crisel Alcazar was setting my new me to forget him. Still back and back to the same person.
Why is it like this? It's painful. Really? Loving someone can made you crazier, blind and deeply hurt. I hate love. I wish I couldn't feel anylove especially to him, damn it! I'm tired for this one sided love. I'm tired of loving him secretly
