"you see fuyu , i don't know how to explain it to you. i hope you'll understand"
baji replied , rubbing the back of his neck while chuckling.
"what the fuck do you mean by that baji? give me a proper answer...at least for now."
i muttered , before running into the bathroom , locking the door behind me.
i could feel my breath get quicker as tears cascaded down my cheeks.
"keisuke..."
i grabbed my phone from my pocket and opened up the group chat.
pov : baji is a traitor /j
mikey : chifuyu get online
draken : don't force the guy
mitsuya: let's just ping him , okay?
mitsuya : @chifuyu
takemichi: @chifuyu
kazutora : @chifuyu
chifuyu : i messed up
chifuyu: i'm sorry everyone
mitsuya: don't worry chifuyu
mitsuya : check ur dms
mitsuya-san <3
fuyu
i have a plan
i know what you're talking about
i guess i can sense it's about baji?
anyways
you have to confess to him
tell him
look him in the eye
and tell him
you love him
alright?
now go :)
mitsuya
i'm scared
what if he thinks i'm disgusting
what if he hates me
what if he ends up with a girl
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i stared away from my screen , waiting for mitsuya's reply.
to my surprise , he sent me a selfie of himself.
mitsuya's fatherly smile made me feel confident
in a way.
i tucked my head into my knees as i thought about what he suggested.
"confess to him...?"
"confess to who , fuyu?"
i whipped around and i felt baji's fingers peep from under the door , touching the floor.
"b..baji?"
"who're you confessing to?"
i crept away from the door , putting my phone back into my pocket.
"just ... open the door , please?"
baji pleaded.
i took in a sharp breath as i gripped the doorknob.
what am i going to say to him once i open this door?
as i recalled back , i remembered mitsuya's words
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"chifuyu!! i'm glad you were able to make it"
mitsuya sighed as he put down his cup.
i apologised for being late , as i pulled out the wooden chair to take a seat.
mitsuya had asked me to meet him here , as he allegedly had something to tell me.
"anyone you like? or taken an interest in?"
"m-MITSUYA!"
i grumbled.
"i'm sorry , it's fun teasing you"
he said with a wide grin.
he cupped my hands into his , and gave me a look.
"look chifuyu , i'm not the best person to tell you this but , if you're ever in a situation , choose the risky choice. if there's ever a decision after that choice , let your future self decide. you're in charge of what you're doing in the present , not the future.
promise me this , alright?"
"i-i'll try my best , but ... what do you mean by ... risky choice?"
"if you're being presented with an option to confess or not , just do it. you only live once. there's a high chance you won't get rejected. especially not from that person..."
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i held the doorknob tightly , turning it clockwise , unlocking it.
"i..chifuyu..."
"it's ... whatever"
i replied , avoiding eye contact with him.
my body moved without me , and i held up my hands , cupping baji's cheeks unconsciously.
"can i be yours? your boyfriend ... i mean"
there was a dead , pin drop silence.
the awkward tension was broken with a warm touch.
i felt baji's lips in contact with mine.
he cupped my cheeks , making me drop my hands from his cheeks to his neck.
he moved in closer , leaning in for a kiss.
i closed my eyes , accepting it.
i felt him bite my bottom lip , as he laced my lips with his saliva.
his tongue slipped into my mouth as i moaned silently into his.
i was already gasping for air at this point.
i looked at baji , as if asking to stop.
he pulled away , a trail of saliva dripping onto my collarbones.
"aren't you already mine ?"
my face flushed beet red at that statement.
i hid my neck in his collarbones , pounding on his chest.
"you didn't even give me a proper confession..."
"i'm sorry , how can i make it up to you ?"
[700 words , 26/8/21]
