Music of My Life

Drake - Doing It Wrong

So, idk what it was... but this song hits me hard. I found it by mistake, cause i usually don't listen to Drake songs to much... and i ran into this one, and everything, all my memories between my Ex and I came running back. God it hurts. I kept looking at my phone... cause she said to call her today... so we could try and talk. I was scared to call... and usually i call about 2 times... but i only was able to call once... My hand was shaking while it was over the call button... God i don't even know what to do. God i miss her voice... I miss her touch.. I miss her in general. But we both need someone different i guess... But i just don't want to let go of what was there and no matter how hard i try... no matter how hard i work to keep the memories away... they are there... and all those very deep  moments we shared... as this song was playing, it came flooding back in... like a unstoppable wave... All those moments we shared... telling each other we loved each other. My chest just fucking hurts now, but yet... still no tears. 

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Drake - "Doing It Wrong"

When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world, that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change

So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you too

But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
(Oh ho, oh ho)

We live in a generation of, not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Cause we're scared to see each other with somebody else

So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you too

But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
(Oh ho, oh ho)